fired?!
I got fired yesterday. Never been fired before. No warning, no reason, just a spineless bitch for a boss who canned me because she knew I didn't like her. What a crock of shit.
So, now I'm wondering what next. I've got a few ideas, but got to figure out the finances first. I need a break.
Yesterday I was pissed off and angry. Today I felt hurt, taken advantage of, unappreciated, and sad. There was no closure... just my head spinning around ideas about what I might have done wrong. That's the worst part... I still have no fucking clue. Yeah, I didn't like the boss... but I really cared about my job. Maybe I didn't care enough, maybe she just didn't care if I cared or not. I don't know how she can treat people like she does and still sleep at night. What a worthless person.
I'm just ready to put it behind me, and be happy to move on. I do feel relieved that I don't have to deal with the BS anymore. It's sad when your coworkers are happy for you when you get canned. They were shocked, but happy for me. That says a lot. One said they always wondered why I was working there in the first place, like she didn't deserve me. I never thought of it that way. I thought she needed me, so I felt loyal to her. I'm looking forward to finding a job that I feel good about at the end of the day. Somewhere I get some feedback and don't feel like I'm working for nothing. Somewhere that the "office manager" isn't such a vagina licker. I'm damn good at what I do...
This rant could go on forever... but it probably isn't worth my time. To all my previous coworkers who might see this... Thanks for everything. I enjoyed working with all of you. I'll miss seeing you everyday, but we'll always have our weekends... and maybe an occasional wednesday night debauchery party. :-) Love you guys!
So, now I'm wondering what next. I've got a few ideas, but got to figure out the finances first. I need a break.
Yesterday I was pissed off and angry. Today I felt hurt, taken advantage of, unappreciated, and sad. There was no closure... just my head spinning around ideas about what I might have done wrong. That's the worst part... I still have no fucking clue. Yeah, I didn't like the boss... but I really cared about my job. Maybe I didn't care enough, maybe she just didn't care if I cared or not. I don't know how she can treat people like she does and still sleep at night. What a worthless person.
I'm just ready to put it behind me, and be happy to move on. I do feel relieved that I don't have to deal with the BS anymore. It's sad when your coworkers are happy for you when you get canned. They were shocked, but happy for me. That says a lot. One said they always wondered why I was working there in the first place, like she didn't deserve me. I never thought of it that way. I thought she needed me, so I felt loyal to her. I'm looking forward to finding a job that I feel good about at the end of the day. Somewhere I get some feedback and don't feel like I'm working for nothing. Somewhere that the "office manager" isn't such a vagina licker. I'm damn good at what I do...
This rant could go on forever... but it probably isn't worth my time. To all my previous coworkers who might see this... Thanks for everything. I enjoyed working with all of you. I'll miss seeing you everyday, but we'll always have our weekends... and maybe an occasional wednesday night debauchery party. :-) Love you guys!