Dec 15, 2004 19:27
well, today i finally told homie how i felt. how i felt like she had been ignoring me and all this shit latly. and then i relized... how much she ment to me, i meen i no she ment alot to me, but honestly. She is the only person I knew honestly cared. *exept for dittle and AJ* but even them, i cant tell them all the shit i tell homie. But i dont think she feels the same, i dont no i just have a feeling she has found kayla and all them and they r so much better than me. and like im happy for her im happy her made friends but how hard is it 2 call me? how hard is it to pic up a fone and call...and its not like 1 day. its been going on for almost a week. if i didnt say anything it would probably have continued. i just think she doesnt care anymore, if thats true arielle then tell me. and really think about it. think about how much i meen and how much i ment, b/c if ur happier without me then i want u 2 b happy./ but cant do this anymore. i cant b the person u go 2 when u have noone else u wanna hang out w/ i meen i can b the perosn u wanna go 2 w/ probelms and shit. but idk what im saying i cant explain it n words......