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[neverendingkids]

sometimes,
when i drive
i just want to speed up
and then not stop.

sometimes,
when i am a passenger in a car
i wonder what would happen
if i opened the door
and fell out.

sometimes,
when i am at school
i think about how horrible it would be
to not have any friends.

sometimes,
i think about how devostating it woule be
to have that one person who loves me
not to love me anymore.

sometimes,
i wonder how i would react
if one of my parents or brothers
died
would i be sad?

life is a bitch, and then you die.
why can't life be happy, then you die?
or even half way decent and then you die?
whatever.
i'm done.