Life
Fought with dad again the other day. I fight with him a lot lately. Mom says it's part of growing up. I just think we're both stubborn. I know I am, and dad can be a horse's ass a lot... especially when he doesn't think there's any possible way for him to be wrong.
It started with my coming home from work to find my door shut and locked. I left it WIDE OPEN when I had left, and part of a q-tip was ripped off as a makeshift lock (a trick i learned when the key got lost and i kept forgetting hairpins). That all points to George. I HATE it when he fucks around in there. He touches EVERYTHING and steals shit and breaks things! So I march up and demand, in a rather upset voice, that he explain my door. Gee, surprise, he denies everything. Then dad gets involved saying I had done it. I tell him I hadn't. He doesn't believe me, says I lie too much about shit like that. Fuck you dad.
Okay, fine, you don't believe me. Fine. Whatever. You never really did. I'll live.
Talked to Aiden... I want to talk to him like I used to. I want nii-san back. Where'd he go?
I know he doubts, I know he's afraid, I know that life really is weird and confusing. Why does he think he can take it all on by himself? He didn't used to be like this. He used to take help when it was offered. What happened? Did I do something wrong again? I seem to do everything wrong.
Things to contemplate: tuition payments, realtinoships, school, work, family, bettering the self
It started with my coming home from work to find my door shut and locked. I left it WIDE OPEN when I had left, and part of a q-tip was ripped off as a makeshift lock (a trick i learned when the key got lost and i kept forgetting hairpins). That all points to George. I HATE it when he fucks around in there. He touches EVERYTHING and steals shit and breaks things! So I march up and demand, in a rather upset voice, that he explain my door. Gee, surprise, he denies everything. Then dad gets involved saying I had done it. I tell him I hadn't. He doesn't believe me, says I lie too much about shit like that. Fuck you dad.
Okay, fine, you don't believe me. Fine. Whatever. You never really did. I'll live.
Talked to Aiden... I want to talk to him like I used to. I want nii-san back. Where'd he go?
I know he doubts, I know he's afraid, I know that life really is weird and confusing. Why does he think he can take it all on by himself? He didn't used to be like this. He used to take help when it was offered. What happened? Did I do something wrong again? I seem to do everything wrong.
Things to contemplate: tuition payments, realtinoships, school, work, family, bettering the self