So.... yeah....
So KY didn't work out. Roommates failed majorly, my boss wouldn't give me my job back, turns out our neighbor had a meth lab, my homesickness just KILLED me, and my mom begged me to quit school and come home. So I did... bringing my boys with me.
My boys: Kaptin and Devoz (pronounced "devo")
Kaptin is an Irish punk rocker (yes, he's really Irish) and he's a party boy. Mega party boy. Sometimes, I think he's just in it for the party, then he does something sweet or responsible or serious and it reminds me why I put up with him. Of the two, his country accent is the thickest. He's fun, smart, loves life, has had it rough, and this is a restart for him. He and Devoz have been friends for about 3 years now. Straight, seems offstandish, but that's how he is shy, handsome and hott - I love his eyes - he's got the whole mohawk and piercing thing going. His favorite color is green.
Devoz looks like a typical emo boy with long hair, but prettier. He's a quarter Asian (Sparklewolfie and I dressed him up like a girl ^^) and very beautiful. He's been beat and downtrodden his whole life. His mom and I seem to be the only ones who care lots about him, so this is also a bit of a restart for him. I just wish his optamism would pick up. Bisexual, beautiful, real quiet and shy at first, but quite interesting when you get to know him. He's reliable, and - unfortunately - the one I've fallen in love with.
Devoz and I have been sharing a room since November. That's when he moved in. We've been sleeping with each other since October. Yes, I finally lost my virginity.
I met Devoz and Kaptin at Fright Fest which is like Trail of Terror for those of you in MN. It was fun! It's rather amusing how I met them. I saw them at orientation first. I couldn't tell if Devoz was a boy or girl until he talked, and Kaptin's hair was long at the time and very pretty. I didn't talk to them even though I wanted to. My friend - Katy - had my attention. She'll come up later. On the first day of Fest, I was pissed at my roommates and friend and exhausted from work and school so I went to the most secluded corner and fell asleep. I woke up because I sensed someone close to me. I opened me eyes and saw blue. This bright, beautiful, forget-me-not blue. I blinked and saw it was Devoz. Back then, his eyes were amplified by his blue hair. Now his hair is brown again, but it's still very pretty. I looked over and saw Kaptin's green eyes staring at me from by my feet. I was tense for a moment, but for some really weird reason, I relaxed, flipped over, snuggled closer to them both, and fell asleep again. Devoz woke me when it was my turn to go change. After that when I went to Fest, I'd seek them out.
I wasn't quite living at Aaron and Tam's during this time. They were having such big Nothing Fights that I was driven out to keep my sanity. I spent most my time either at Katy's or Lee's (Lee was a good friend and his apartment was open during the night 'cause that's when he worked. So I'd crash there until 2 AM when I picked him up from work and then he'd go to his second job at UPS). Fest was a welcome distraction. I could hang out with Devoz and Kaptin (though Kaptin left part way through due to a different job) and I could scare people during. It was fun! I met a lot of people there. I miss them...
Kaptin was the local connection for everyone. He knew all the parties, how to get what you wanted, where to go, etc. He still owes me a concert. He didn't talk much at first, but then, neither did Devoz. That was fine with me. I could sit with someone during break, and I got regular hugs from Devoz. When we finally did start actually having conversations with each other, I found out that Christy was Devoz's ex, Devoz and Kaptin were best friends almost brothers, and that they were near inseparable.
It was about mid-October when Kaptin stopped coming to Fest for his other job. So Devoz and I started talking more. When I got there early enough to be there before it opened (on saturdays I worked until 2 or 2:30 so sundays were the only day I could get there early) I would hide in the Haunted House and wait until Devoz found me. It became a bit of a game, really. We would talk, and I'd realize just how beautiful this boy was. He was a Fallen Prince of sorts. Bad childhood until he could get to his mother's, bad relationships, and a rough start in life, he was still amazingly positive; he was still living and trying.
On Tuesdays, I would go swing dancing at night. Now, at the time, I was pretty good friends with Christy, so I invited her and Tam along one night. So that tuesday night, Christy shows up and brings Devoz. This was an absolutely joyful surprise to me. We go, I end up leaving early because A, I work in the morning, and B, Christy and Tam pretty much stole the show. They loved showing off, and Christy loved to be in control. Frustrated, I left with Devoz and Aaron. Michael - a friend of Tam's - drove the girls home later. That night, I woke a couple times to find Devoz's arm around my waist. It was very... blush-making. I get home from school the next day and they're still there. I was so happy. Christy had to go, and I said I'd take Devoz home. So we hung out the rest of the day.
A few weeks later, I'm mad at Lee's baby mama (I had helped him move back in with her after they got back together and she wouldn't let me come over and hang out), feeling very mischievous (woke up in that mood) and horny (it's the week before my period). So my judgement is.... lacking. Now, it's a Saturday. I come to Fest in this mood. I get into the house, scare some people very well, and then Devoz comes and finds me on his lunch. I get my hug, and he kisses me on the cheek. Thought process, "what kind of mischief can I do with this?" Because every time I see him, I get a hug. And this time, with every hug comes a kiss on the cheek. Boy I like + my mood = going to do something. So, end of the day, I go give him a hug good by, he goes to give my cheek a kiss, and i turn and kiss him full on the mouth. Fire never tasted so good.
That kicked off my kisses with Devoz. As you can probably imagine, it progressed. I'd pick him up from school on Friday, he'd spend the weekend, and eventually, it led to sex. Kind of inevitable considering he and I shared the room and bed. I woke up to him messing with my hot spots a couple times. Nice thing to wake up to, actually, and the sex was nice after too.
Well, eventually Fest ended and Devoz didn't leave. Then came Katy. Katy was my friend and rather selfish with me. She and I had fun. She began spending weekends again after Fest (she had to stop working Fest because of school) and when I was at work, she and Devoz were asleep when I got home usually... never could understand how someone could sleep until 2 or 3 in the afternoon... Anyway, Katy had a girlfriend, and I had a budding relationship with Devoz going on. Nothing official, but we weren't seeing anyone else. Then she asked him out. He said yes. I got upset. The three of us tried for a while, but Devoz has jealousy issues and Katy was ignoring him and it all exploded eventually. Katy became a bitch for no reason, and yes, I mean no reason. She promised I wouldn't get dragged into it then randomly announced she was never talking to me again and so I held her to it. I made her face her consequences for A - treating me and Devoz like dirt, and B - saying she was never going to talk to me again just because she and Devoz had broken up. Sorry, I don't play that way.
That was in January. Devoz and I have talked about dating, but the fact is, he and I live together, he's already uber jealous when it comes to me, and he's afraid of what would happen if we did. I honestly think we could handle it. We already are turning down anyone of the opposite gender that comes our way, act like a couple, and do everything couples do without the title. What's the big deal? Sure, Devoz is interested in a boy a bit... but he's even thinking of turning him down, and him with another boy would actually be kinda hott... In KY, they have a lot of open relationships where if the partner is of opposite sex and bi, they can have another partner of the same gender. I came to understand this kind of relationship, so while I may be a bit jealous of the attention, I don't mind it... So confusing.
Anyway. Devoz is waking up next to me, so I can't type too much more. More later.
Ja matte
- Neverending Pen
My boys: Kaptin and Devoz (pronounced "devo")
Kaptin is an Irish punk rocker (yes, he's really Irish) and he's a party boy. Mega party boy. Sometimes, I think he's just in it for the party, then he does something sweet or responsible or serious and it reminds me why I put up with him. Of the two, his country accent is the thickest. He's fun, smart, loves life, has had it rough, and this is a restart for him. He and Devoz have been friends for about 3 years now. Straight, seems offstandish, but that's how he is shy, handsome and hott - I love his eyes - he's got the whole mohawk and piercing thing going. His favorite color is green.
Devoz looks like a typical emo boy with long hair, but prettier. He's a quarter Asian (Sparklewolfie and I dressed him up like a girl ^^) and very beautiful. He's been beat and downtrodden his whole life. His mom and I seem to be the only ones who care lots about him, so this is also a bit of a restart for him. I just wish his optamism would pick up. Bisexual, beautiful, real quiet and shy at first, but quite interesting when you get to know him. He's reliable, and - unfortunately - the one I've fallen in love with.
Devoz and I have been sharing a room since November. That's when he moved in. We've been sleeping with each other since October. Yes, I finally lost my virginity.
I met Devoz and Kaptin at Fright Fest which is like Trail of Terror for those of you in MN. It was fun! It's rather amusing how I met them. I saw them at orientation first. I couldn't tell if Devoz was a boy or girl until he talked, and Kaptin's hair was long at the time and very pretty. I didn't talk to them even though I wanted to. My friend - Katy - had my attention. She'll come up later. On the first day of Fest, I was pissed at my roommates and friend and exhausted from work and school so I went to the most secluded corner and fell asleep. I woke up because I sensed someone close to me. I opened me eyes and saw blue. This bright, beautiful, forget-me-not blue. I blinked and saw it was Devoz. Back then, his eyes were amplified by his blue hair. Now his hair is brown again, but it's still very pretty. I looked over and saw Kaptin's green eyes staring at me from by my feet. I was tense for a moment, but for some really weird reason, I relaxed, flipped over, snuggled closer to them both, and fell asleep again. Devoz woke me when it was my turn to go change. After that when I went to Fest, I'd seek them out.
I wasn't quite living at Aaron and Tam's during this time. They were having such big Nothing Fights that I was driven out to keep my sanity. I spent most my time either at Katy's or Lee's (Lee was a good friend and his apartment was open during the night 'cause that's when he worked. So I'd crash there until 2 AM when I picked him up from work and then he'd go to his second job at UPS). Fest was a welcome distraction. I could hang out with Devoz and Kaptin (though Kaptin left part way through due to a different job) and I could scare people during. It was fun! I met a lot of people there. I miss them...
Kaptin was the local connection for everyone. He knew all the parties, how to get what you wanted, where to go, etc. He still owes me a concert. He didn't talk much at first, but then, neither did Devoz. That was fine with me. I could sit with someone during break, and I got regular hugs from Devoz. When we finally did start actually having conversations with each other, I found out that Christy was Devoz's ex, Devoz and Kaptin were best friends almost brothers, and that they were near inseparable.
It was about mid-October when Kaptin stopped coming to Fest for his other job. So Devoz and I started talking more. When I got there early enough to be there before it opened (on saturdays I worked until 2 or 2:30 so sundays were the only day I could get there early) I would hide in the Haunted House and wait until Devoz found me. It became a bit of a game, really. We would talk, and I'd realize just how beautiful this boy was. He was a Fallen Prince of sorts. Bad childhood until he could get to his mother's, bad relationships, and a rough start in life, he was still amazingly positive; he was still living and trying.
On Tuesdays, I would go swing dancing at night. Now, at the time, I was pretty good friends with Christy, so I invited her and Tam along one night. So that tuesday night, Christy shows up and brings Devoz. This was an absolutely joyful surprise to me. We go, I end up leaving early because A, I work in the morning, and B, Christy and Tam pretty much stole the show. They loved showing off, and Christy loved to be in control. Frustrated, I left with Devoz and Aaron. Michael - a friend of Tam's - drove the girls home later. That night, I woke a couple times to find Devoz's arm around my waist. It was very... blush-making. I get home from school the next day and they're still there. I was so happy. Christy had to go, and I said I'd take Devoz home. So we hung out the rest of the day.
A few weeks later, I'm mad at Lee's baby mama (I had helped him move back in with her after they got back together and she wouldn't let me come over and hang out), feeling very mischievous (woke up in that mood) and horny (it's the week before my period). So my judgement is.... lacking. Now, it's a Saturday. I come to Fest in this mood. I get into the house, scare some people very well, and then Devoz comes and finds me on his lunch. I get my hug, and he kisses me on the cheek. Thought process, "what kind of mischief can I do with this?" Because every time I see him, I get a hug. And this time, with every hug comes a kiss on the cheek. Boy I like + my mood = going to do something. So, end of the day, I go give him a hug good by, he goes to give my cheek a kiss, and i turn and kiss him full on the mouth. Fire never tasted so good.
That kicked off my kisses with Devoz. As you can probably imagine, it progressed. I'd pick him up from school on Friday, he'd spend the weekend, and eventually, it led to sex. Kind of inevitable considering he and I shared the room and bed. I woke up to him messing with my hot spots a couple times. Nice thing to wake up to, actually, and the sex was nice after too.
Well, eventually Fest ended and Devoz didn't leave. Then came Katy. Katy was my friend and rather selfish with me. She and I had fun. She began spending weekends again after Fest (she had to stop working Fest because of school) and when I was at work, she and Devoz were asleep when I got home usually... never could understand how someone could sleep until 2 or 3 in the afternoon... Anyway, Katy had a girlfriend, and I had a budding relationship with Devoz going on. Nothing official, but we weren't seeing anyone else. Then she asked him out. He said yes. I got upset. The three of us tried for a while, but Devoz has jealousy issues and Katy was ignoring him and it all exploded eventually. Katy became a bitch for no reason, and yes, I mean no reason. She promised I wouldn't get dragged into it then randomly announced she was never talking to me again and so I held her to it. I made her face her consequences for A - treating me and Devoz like dirt, and B - saying she was never going to talk to me again just because she and Devoz had broken up. Sorry, I don't play that way.
That was in January. Devoz and I have talked about dating, but the fact is, he and I live together, he's already uber jealous when it comes to me, and he's afraid of what would happen if we did. I honestly think we could handle it. We already are turning down anyone of the opposite gender that comes our way, act like a couple, and do everything couples do without the title. What's the big deal? Sure, Devoz is interested in a boy a bit... but he's even thinking of turning him down, and him with another boy would actually be kinda hott... In KY, they have a lot of open relationships where if the partner is of opposite sex and bi, they can have another partner of the same gender. I came to understand this kind of relationship, so while I may be a bit jealous of the attention, I don't mind it... So confusing.
Anyway. Devoz is waking up next to me, so I can't type too much more. More later.
Ja matte
- Neverending Pen