i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around mee..
well. i only write in this if im 1)bored, 2) sad, 3) pissed off. so it doesnt really say much about who i really am anymore but thats that i guess..
NEW YEARS EVE kicked major ass. we were at busch gardens from like 1:20 til like 12:30. we met jeff and hung out and I RODE SHIEKRA for the first time.. its not like any better than the other ride but it was cool. and i jacked up my phone. then it almost worked. then mike came and my phone got soaked again. so i just turned it off til later and now it works fine so cool. and i almost had a seizer but i didnt. and yeah it was just awesome. then after we WALKED. IN UNIVERSITY. TO A MCDONALDS. and i had two fish sandwiches.. lol. yesterday i had three. not because i nessicarily like them, just because i like them bettter than the burgers and i will never ever even lick one of those 'chicken' nuggets. so they were good.
then i spent the night for the second night in a row at keirstens lol. i dont want to be at my house like ver anymore from now on. im moving to texas. not moving. moving. but no. uhh. its a whole ong story but whatever i should have expected it. right as i gues adapted to wesley chapel and like established like reputation and like who i am there they have to dick with that i and i cant stand my mother because shes so hot and cold and has lied to me my entire life and idk. my step dad has little roles in this but whatever to really get into this i would cry and then no.
i dont want to leave welsey chapel and even worse then that. i dont understand WHY THEY HAD TO MAKE ME GO THERE. it just complicated my life and i was so miserable for so long and now that i cant live without people from wesley chapel its time to put me somewhere else. i dont see why if they knew we had to move why they jsut didnt let me live my happy cray life and just let me be who i was. because ive never been happier. and now its like i am so wrapped up with people at wesley chapel, to the point where i probably couldnt go to wharton without being sad and its like SORRY YOU LOSE.
whatever fuck that. im going to just love it here in floriduh and whatever happens happens and i jsut dont want to think about it.
NEW YEARS EVE kicked major ass. we were at busch gardens from like 1:20 til like 12:30. we met jeff and hung out and I RODE SHIEKRA for the first time.. its not like any better than the other ride but it was cool. and i jacked up my phone. then it almost worked. then mike came and my phone got soaked again. so i just turned it off til later and now it works fine so cool. and i almost had a seizer but i didnt. and yeah it was just awesome. then after we WALKED. IN UNIVERSITY. TO A MCDONALDS. and i had two fish sandwiches.. lol. yesterday i had three. not because i nessicarily like them, just because i like them bettter than the burgers and i will never ever even lick one of those 'chicken' nuggets. so they were good.
then i spent the night for the second night in a row at keirstens lol. i dont want to be at my house like ver anymore from now on. im moving to texas. not moving. moving. but no. uhh. its a whole ong story but whatever i should have expected it. right as i gues adapted to wesley chapel and like established like reputation and like who i am there they have to dick with that i and i cant stand my mother because shes so hot and cold and has lied to me my entire life and idk. my step dad has little roles in this but whatever to really get into this i would cry and then no.
i dont want to leave welsey chapel and even worse then that. i dont understand WHY THEY HAD TO MAKE ME GO THERE. it just complicated my life and i was so miserable for so long and now that i cant live without people from wesley chapel its time to put me somewhere else. i dont see why if they knew we had to move why they jsut didnt let me live my happy cray life and just let me be who i was. because ive never been happier. and now its like i am so wrapped up with people at wesley chapel, to the point where i probably couldnt go to wharton without being sad and its like SORRY YOU LOSE.
whatever fuck that. im going to just love it here in floriduh and whatever happens happens and i jsut dont want to think about it.