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If I ignore it, will it go away?
If I take another Percocet and lay on the couch, absorbing myself in things that aren't real or relevant to my life, can that take it away?
We've all been stuck in this house, suffocating each other and silently screaming for a change, a release, but now that its here, and not by choice but out of necessity, because we aren't old enough to understand how to handle the situation and ourselves, and the one who is lacks the maturity and the wisdom to keep us out of trouble, does that make this a good thing?
My physical problems prevent me from being of any true assistance. I can't work, I can't clean, I can't make it through a single day of school. I am a drain. And on top of it all, I have to rack up an extra $600 on an accident that was thoroughly preventable. It was pure carelessness on my part, but with no income, and no possible way of earning one, I must again ask her to help with something I do not deserve, and she should not have to handle for me. Another shot in two weeks, and we'll see what happens.
All dead white boys say God is good.
If I take another Percocet and lay on the couch, absorbing myself in things that aren't real or relevant to my life, can that take it away?
We've all been stuck in this house, suffocating each other and silently screaming for a change, a release, but now that its here, and not by choice but out of necessity, because we aren't old enough to understand how to handle the situation and ourselves, and the one who is lacks the maturity and the wisdom to keep us out of trouble, does that make this a good thing?
My physical problems prevent me from being of any true assistance. I can't work, I can't clean, I can't make it through a single day of school. I am a drain. And on top of it all, I have to rack up an extra $600 on an accident that was thoroughly preventable. It was pure carelessness on my part, but with no income, and no possible way of earning one, I must again ask her to help with something I do not deserve, and she should not have to handle for me. Another shot in two weeks, and we'll see what happens.
All dead white boys say God is good.