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Today we had another game this one was against west florence, i am so glad i dont go there the people are just too full of them seleves but any ways. we lost and i am sad about that but (i am getting ready to complain so if you dont want to hear then dont read any further) I only got maybe 5 mins at the MOST playing time today.... and at half time after i played i ask coach what i did wrong and he said i didnt do anything wrong. wouldnt you think then he would put me back in? But no.. i just dont understand how i am suspose to prove myself to him if he doesnt give me a chance i mean in the last 2 games that we have had i have played 5 freakin mins. When i play i play hard i dont understand why andrew got put in before me! I mean i know i am "inexperienced and timid" no i dont think i am timid but neways the only way someoen can get better is by experience and sitting on the bench is not experience. Trust me i got the whole sittting thing down! I just dont understand caoch harlof.... Lee is latet o practices and to GAMES.. how can you be late to games? Coach told us in the begining of the year that if we were late to a game then we would not be starting. yea right he meant everyone except tim , august, and lee! If you have rules then you have to apply them to everyone .. no exceptions! I think that the reason i am most upset right now is that i dont feel like i am helping the team at all. i even feel like i am hold ing them back! I work my butt off and have gotten better even have caught up with andrews skil level! but i need to play in games! i am sorry if this is selfish but its the truth! I love soccer it is the best sport, I am not going to give upo if i dont get to play i will just work harder and try my best to prove to coach that i want to be on the team and i want to play!