okay this is good
i'm really beginning to dislike manalapan.
i want to go to california. i want to move. i want to get the hell out of this town.
everyone here is terrible. (except for a couple of people.) they have no manners, no morals, no personalities. going to school every day is like staring at a million blank canvases. they're just there.
i just can't see myself spending the next two and a half years of my life with these people. there's no depth to them. there's no interior. it's just that vapid shell you see. the guys are all - "hey, how much weed did you smoke today? oh yeah, i smoked more."
but its the girls that are terrible. it's only about coach and prada and having cool shoes and wearing the latest thing. i hate people like that.
i think i'm going to pennsylvania over the weekend. finally get to hang out with dan.
oh, how i miss that kid. he was the only thing keeping me sane. he is the only true individual i have ever met. he's amazing. he doesn't give a fuck about what anyone thinks of what he is. and people say it, but he means it.
i remember one time we went to this foreign movie. and the subtitles were broken, so the place was filled with french people. needless to say, we created our own subtitles. and by the end of the movie, people were so mad at us that they were threatening us in french. but you know what dan did? he went up to every single person in that theatre and shook their hand. despite the fact that everyone hated us.
he's just the kind of kid to do that.
i can't wait to see him again. it's not the same to talk over the phone.
i want to go to california. i want to move. i want to get the hell out of this town.
everyone here is terrible. (except for a couple of people.) they have no manners, no morals, no personalities. going to school every day is like staring at a million blank canvases. they're just there.
i just can't see myself spending the next two and a half years of my life with these people. there's no depth to them. there's no interior. it's just that vapid shell you see. the guys are all - "hey, how much weed did you smoke today? oh yeah, i smoked more."
but its the girls that are terrible. it's only about coach and prada and having cool shoes and wearing the latest thing. i hate people like that.
i think i'm going to pennsylvania over the weekend. finally get to hang out with dan.
oh, how i miss that kid. he was the only thing keeping me sane. he is the only true individual i have ever met. he's amazing. he doesn't give a fuck about what anyone thinks of what he is. and people say it, but he means it.
i remember one time we went to this foreign movie. and the subtitles were broken, so the place was filled with french people. needless to say, we created our own subtitles. and by the end of the movie, people were so mad at us that they were threatening us in french. but you know what dan did? he went up to every single person in that theatre and shook their hand. despite the fact that everyone hated us.
he's just the kind of kid to do that.
i can't wait to see him again. it's not the same to talk over the phone.