Sep 21, 2011 08:32
completely forgot to update my LJ, but anyway my instinct was completely off with bubs sex, we are indeed having a BOY!
I am very nervous but I am also excited, i never thought i would have a son after having Kye so it has really given me some hope. We have no names picked out at all, we cannot agree on anything which is making it hard because i feel i need to name him asap incase the worst was to happen. horrible i know but its something i feel i need to do.
one we were thinking of is Mason Jhett but i dont know if i could name my baby that, Jon wants to call him sampson and i told him that hell would freeze over before i would be calling my son that lol.
I dont know, i guess we have awhile but i feel so uneasy with not having a single clue what to name him. Everything i say jon says he hates and then he just says stupid names that shouldnt be names (in my opinion) like Reef - as in under water reef. Silly. We always loved the name Jhett but its getting so popular now and it doesnt go at all with our last name. Jhett Gapes just sounds wierd to me. I hated that i put on facebook that i needed some help and jons friend kelly said there is nothing wrong with the name Kye !!! but then i realised that she didnt know that i had a son named Kye, but then i got super angry at my mum saying i should call the baby Rye. I miss Kye enough as it is, naming my bub something so similar to his brothers just doesnt seem right to me. and i casually said 'like rye bread? no thanks' and then she pushed it again saying that some great guitarist was named Rye, then i just lost it. Its hard enough i have to use his baby clothes for this baby, i still think about him everyday and it would just be to hard for me, but it just makes me angry that she would even suggest that?! Im not really speaking to my mum at the moment anyway and its completely unrelated to the name thing, but im just over her lying straight to my face and then when i find out about it and she pretends that she didnt lie to my face. ugh.
I completely went off topic but yay its a healthy happy lazy (haha he was asleep) little boy.