LMFAO [IT WILL BE LOCKED]neveragainDecember 14 2011, 06:44:57 UTC
[jrke;a Poor Connor's head. :(]
Luckily, everyone's too fucking terrified of our father right about now to find him and give him a message anytime soon without knowing for fucking sure that I'm hanging around here.
And my last name isn't attached to my journal anymore so it's more annoying as fuck.
They're gonna think I'll high tail it out of town after this. It works for you guys. It's just annoying as fuck.
[LOCKED FOREVER]despitethemoonDecember 14 2011, 20:09:48 UTC
That's not exactly a good thing.
I mean, in this instance it is, since the chances of anyone figuring it out are low, but everyone being terrified of him? Not a lucky thing in general. I keep wondering if it's better to just not know anything or to know.
To be prepared.
And you're not going to high tail it out of town? Jesus, Adam, what are you up to?
[LOCKED FOREVER]neveragainDecember 14 2011, 22:20:04 UTC
Well, fuckin no.
It's good right fucking now though, and it's true either way so looking on the bright fucking side of it. Not always fucking easy but see? I'm reaching for fuckin optimism here.
I'll tell you all shit when it gets necessary to fuckin say stuff. For right now, there's still some time far as I can tell.
It wouldn't fuckin help if I did leave like I said, he'd be here either way, and I'm not looking to hide from him forever.
[LOCKED FOREVER]despitethemoonDecember 15 2011, 00:21:54 UTC
Yeah, you're a real ray of sunshine. It's blinding me, all that shiny optimism.
As far as you can tell? But you can't be sure. I'm not demanding to know or anything, just. People can be unpredictable sometimes. Especially if they're crazy.
[LOCKED FOREVER]neveragainDecember 15 2011, 01:28:16 UTC
Fuck, kid, when'd you get so sarcastic? [LMFAO last you saw him, Adam, he was a tiny bb. They aren't really capable of sarcasm. >>
He doesn't mean it in a mean way, just an... Adam way. <<]
I'm fuckin' looking into it. I'm not sure right now, but I should get some fuckin' idea about where he'll be and for how long and what he's doing.
That's one of those things you're better off not knowing for right now, kid. But I'm not on his side, never been on his fucking side and not gonna take this shit sitting down anymore.
[LOCKED FOREVER]despitethemoonDecember 15 2011, 02:29:30 UTC
Somewhere around puberty when I learned what sarcasm was. Shocking, I know. [LMFAO, they are not, and Connor was at the very most six.
He was a surprisingly sweet kid. Didn't give as much trouble as the rest.]
Okay. Guess I can't ask more than that, even if I'm bad at just sitting around and waiting.
I'm not a kid anymore. And whether you like it or not, I'm your brother, so no, it's not one of those things I'm better off not knowing. It's not about what side you're on. It's about your coming out of this alive, and being really mysterious about the whole thing doesn't help.
[LOCKED FOREVER]neveragainDecember 15 2011, 04:04:12 UTC
Yeah, fucking biggest shock of my life here. [LMFAO, Connor was not sarcastic at six years old.
But baw >> eighteen year old Adam and six year old Connor :x]
Look I fucking get it. Don't like this fucking hiding thing but there's enough to fucking deal with right now without all the shit that's gonna come too.
[hngh. that was unexpected :c and he doesn't really know how to respond. ;;] I know you're not a kid anymore. You're all fucking grown up now, all of you. I don't fucking get why it matters to y
I'll be open about it later, but dying's not really going to be a worry.
[LOCKED FOREVER]despitethemoonDecember 15 2011, 05:38:09 UTC
And speaking of sarcasm. [Noooo, he was not. ;; He doesn't remember it much but he was a sweet kid.
He looked up to Adam a lot.]
Have you ever posed the challenge to yourself of saying fuck only once in every sentence? It'd be an interesting experiment, if nothing else. And I know that. Doesn't mean I don't wonder.
A lot of time has passed. Over a decade. We all grew up, yeah.
Dying isn't always the worst case scenario but okay.
[LOCKED FOREVER]neveragainDecember 15 2011, 06:49:08 UTC
Hey, you know I had to have passed something on to you. [jre;a BAW ;; Why do the sweet kids have to grow up? ...because that is what happens, Adam, duh.
jrk;ea FWAH. .-.]
Once or twice. Didn't stick very long. Look I just fucking did it. [Smirk, can you sense his smirking?] Yeah, I get it, but just give yourself a fuckin' break from knowing. It's fucking Christmas.
Feels like a lot longer.
No, it's not. I don't think it'd really make you feel better for me to outline the worst case scenarios right fucking now. It'd be the worst case scenario when he finds me, yeah. I pissed him off.
[LOCKED FOREVER]despitethemoonDecember 15 2011, 07:17:53 UTC
Oh, fuck you. [LMFAO, this is not even said with contempt, btw.
There might've even been a snort.]
I should've added 'leave the smart ass out of it, too' as a clause in the experiment. [He ttly can sense it, and while he would not admit it, he's smirking a little himself.]
Yeah, and life doesn't really give a shit about whether it's Christmas or not. Then again, that means you should give yourself a break from it, too.
I don't doubt that whatever you did, he deserved it.
[LOCKED FOREVER]neveragainDecember 15 2011, 07:54:08 UTC
I think the appropriate words you were looking for were 'thank you'. [LMFAO DAW, Connor. :x
Adam is smirking in response.]
Then that is an impossible, fucking experiment. You can take the fuck out of me but not the smart ass. [LMFAO baw rjkel;a Hale Bros smirking at each other ;;]
No, it fucking does not. I don't give a shit what those fucking lifetime movies try to tell you otherwise. Yeah, I'll think about it. [Buy two whores instead of one ;D]
Yeah
He did, and I'd do it again. [Much as he's also fucking terrified ;;]
Jesus fucking Christ.]
This is gonna go over real well.
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Luckily, everyone's too fucking terrified of our father right about now to find him and give him a message anytime soon without knowing for fucking sure that I'm hanging around here.
And my last name isn't attached to my journal anymore so it's more annoying as fuck.
They're gonna think I'll high tail it out of town after this. It works for you guys. It's just annoying as fuck.
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I mean, in this instance it is, since the chances of anyone figuring it out are low, but everyone being terrified of him? Not a lucky thing in general. I keep wondering if it's better to just not know anything or to know.
To be prepared.
And you're not going to high tail it out of town? Jesus, Adam, what are you up to?
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It's good right fucking now though, and it's true either way so looking on the bright fucking side of it. Not always fucking easy but see? I'm reaching for fuckin optimism here.
I'll tell you all shit when it gets necessary to fuckin say stuff. For right now, there's still some time far as I can tell.
It wouldn't fuckin help if I did leave like I said, he'd be here either way, and I'm not looking to hide from him forever.
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As far as you can tell? But you can't be sure. I'm not demanding to know or anything, just. People can be unpredictable sometimes. Especially if they're crazy.
And what's going to happen when he finds you?
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He doesn't mean it in a mean way, just an... Adam way. <<]
I'm fuckin' looking into it. I'm not sure right now, but I should get some fuckin' idea about where he'll be and for how long and what he's doing.
That's one of those things you're better off not knowing for right now, kid. But I'm not on his side, never been on his fucking side and not gonna take this shit sitting down anymore.
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He was a surprisingly sweet kid. Didn't give as much trouble as the rest.]
Okay. Guess I can't ask more than that, even if I'm bad at just sitting around and waiting.
I'm not a kid anymore. And whether you like it or not, I'm your brother, so no, it's not one of those things I'm better off not knowing. It's not about what side you're on. It's about your coming out of this alive, and being really mysterious about the whole thing doesn't help.
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But baw >> eighteen year old Adam and six year old Connor :x]
Look I fucking get it. Don't like this fucking hiding thing but there's enough to fucking deal with right now without all the shit that's gonna come too.
[hngh. that was unexpected :c and he doesn't really know how to respond. ;;] I know you're not a kid anymore. You're all fucking grown up now, all of you. I don't fucking get why it matters to y
I'll be open about it later, but dying's not really going to be a worry.
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He looked up to Adam a lot.]
Have you ever posed the challenge to yourself of saying fuck only once in every sentence? It'd be an interesting experiment, if nothing else. And I know that. Doesn't mean I don't wonder.
A lot of time has passed. Over a decade. We all grew up, yeah.
Dying isn't always the worst case scenario but okay.
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jrk;ea FWAH. .-.]
Once or twice. Didn't stick very long. Look I just fucking did it. [Smirk, can you sense his smirking?] Yeah, I get it, but just give yourself a fuckin' break from knowing. It's fucking Christmas.
Feels like a lot longer.
No, it's not. I don't think it'd really make you feel better for me to outline the worst case scenarios right fucking now. It'd be the worst case scenario when he finds me, yeah. I pissed him off.
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There might've even been a snort.]
I should've added 'leave the smart ass out of it, too' as a clause in the experiment. [He ttly can sense it, and while he would not admit it, he's smirking a little himself.]
Yeah, and life doesn't really give a shit about whether it's Christmas or not. Then again, that means you should give yourself a break from it, too.
I don't doubt that whatever you did, he deserved it.
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Adam is smirking in response.]
Then that is an impossible, fucking experiment. You can take the fuck out of me but not the smart ass. [LMFAO baw rjkel;a Hale Bros smirking at each other ;;]
No, it fucking does not. I don't give a shit what those fucking lifetime movies try to tell you otherwise. Yeah, I'll think about it. [Buy two whores instead of one ;D]
Yeah
He did, and I'd do it again. [Much as he's also fucking terrified ;;]
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That's what I thought.
Don't tell me you've actually watched a Lifetime movie. My whole world view might shatter.
Yeah
It's good you're finally away from him. Even if it's temporary.
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There was this woman that liked to watch them after sex. [#More information than you ever wanted to know, Connor.
And the woman was probably a prostitute.]
Yeah, it is.
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I didn't need to know that.
You know how little I needed to know that?
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SO, so sorry, Connor. :x]
Let me get out a tiny violin to play in sympathy for ya, kid.
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