Fuck Father's day.

[never_to_feel]

I'm feeling a bit lost...everytime I think I'm starting to make progess in putting everything that happened with Josh behind us, it seems to bubble back up again.  I know we will never truely get over the fact that he has left this world, it all still seems so alien.

I have a lot of things I want to write about, and I have every intention of doing so, but when it comes time to sit down and do it, i feel stunted.