A little bit of Honesty please?
You know what I'm positivly sick of? Like, can't stand so much that it's been eating me up for the past few months? How much I feel like a damned burden to everyone. No one talks to me unless there isn't anyone else to talk to, and even then its like...oh..well..since no one else is on, or how I think I'll be having a good conversation and someone else comes on and suddenly I'm forgotten. And people might think that its all in my head, but after months and months of actually fucking watching it happen I know its not.
You don't want to talk to me, fine, but goddamnit, don't feel like you have to or do it because I'm just the only person on. Talk to me because you want to!
I know this is all very blah and shit and whatever but its not like anyone pays any heed to what I say anyhow.
and for the record, not pissed at ANYONE, but thinking I am, will get me pissed because I'M NOT!
so there.
You don't want to talk to me, fine, but goddamnit, don't feel like you have to or do it because I'm just the only person on. Talk to me because you want to!
I know this is all very blah and shit and whatever but its not like anyone pays any heed to what I say anyhow.
and for the record, not pissed at ANYONE, but thinking I am, will get me pissed because I'M NOT!
so there.