SOoooo
Doing fairly well the past few days, something new. Last night I hung out with my friends in Eric's room. Oh, and I frolicked in the rain in my underwear with Bobert.
I whined about girls alot; I need to chill and be myself. I think my problem is more in finding a girl that I like. Well, I know a girl I like, but I'm weird around her. I should hang out with her; we used to last semester... I think she has a boyfriend now anyways, though. Probably an asshole, just because.
Talked with Nancy this morning. I think I disturbed her when I told her that I didn't believe in god, and that I couldn't make myself do so purely for the dubious psycological benefits.
I've been thinking deep philosophical thoughts lately. Such as, "If my mind is purely the result of a physical process; neurotransmitters firing, chemical interactions, etc., albeit a heinously complex physical process, then why am i conscious? Does any system become conscious once it reaches a certain level of complexity?" This one is nagging at me, and this is why I can't completely deny the existence of a deeper meaning in life.
I whined about girls alot; I need to chill and be myself. I think my problem is more in finding a girl that I like. Well, I know a girl I like, but I'm weird around her. I should hang out with her; we used to last semester... I think she has a boyfriend now anyways, though. Probably an asshole, just because.
Talked with Nancy this morning. I think I disturbed her when I told her that I didn't believe in god, and that I couldn't make myself do so purely for the dubious psycological benefits.
I've been thinking deep philosophical thoughts lately. Such as, "If my mind is purely the result of a physical process; neurotransmitters firing, chemical interactions, etc., albeit a heinously complex physical process, then why am i conscious? Does any system become conscious once it reaches a certain level of complexity?" This one is nagging at me, and this is why I can't completely deny the existence of a deeper meaning in life.