Long time
I forgot about this. I rembered though because I need to vomit things up and I figured this is where the least amount of people would see it and thats how I like it.
I don't understand, but starting one week ago today everything has just been falling apart and I feel so overwhelmed. i've made myself sick who knows how many times this week with worry and upset. I'm bloody tired and I've been staying in more often then not because...i just don't feel like having fun or dealing with anything that pisses me off (teachers)
Last dear old St. pattys my fella and I called it off. It was painful. I have only told 2 people this but my grandma passed on wendsday. It was expected, but unexpected. You see the doctors told her 3 years ago that she should be dead. She said f that and was fine untill the other day then she just.....she just....she talk to us before...our family has always been close and its been really hard. Thursday my dog, Angel, also passed. We've had her since I was 4 and I miss her too. She was really feeling her age though, so I guess its better.
Thats been the worst of it besides me losing my new cell, but thanks to a nice bus driver I have gotten it back. Honestly though, by that point I could care less about a phone.
Today one of my room mates tells me she can't pay rent and is moving out for April. I'm extremely stressed now. finding a roomate and catching up with school as well as the rest of this garbage feelings that surround me is making me ill again.
BKAHOGFKSFKGFDUIWFRUIGJKF. I just needed to get it all out. bye.
I don't understand, but starting one week ago today everything has just been falling apart and I feel so overwhelmed. i've made myself sick who knows how many times this week with worry and upset. I'm bloody tired and I've been staying in more often then not because...i just don't feel like having fun or dealing with anything that pisses me off (teachers)
Last dear old St. pattys my fella and I called it off. It was painful. I have only told 2 people this but my grandma passed on wendsday. It was expected, but unexpected. You see the doctors told her 3 years ago that she should be dead. She said f that and was fine untill the other day then she just.....she just....she talk to us before...our family has always been close and its been really hard. Thursday my dog, Angel, also passed. We've had her since I was 4 and I miss her too. She was really feeling her age though, so I guess its better.
Thats been the worst of it besides me losing my new cell, but thanks to a nice bus driver I have gotten it back. Honestly though, by that point I could care less about a phone.
Today one of my room mates tells me she can't pay rent and is moving out for April. I'm extremely stressed now. finding a roomate and catching up with school as well as the rest of this garbage feelings that surround me is making me ill again.
BKAHOGFKSFKGFDUIWFRUIGJKF. I just needed to get it all out. bye.