Mar 13, 2005 12:19
I say this all the time... because it is my biggest demon. I hate that I can't have a whole weekend of happiness. Nothing bad happened at all. Everything was fantastic. The problem is me and my tendency to think about the negative. I am forbidding my self to do that, but how long can it last when there is hatred right around the corner. In a perfect world, I would have no enemies, no issues with anyone. I personally don't. I can't think of one person that I truly hate. But just because I don't hate anyone doesn't mean that I've rid of life of it. Sometimes I want to run away...
Speaking of running away, yesterday in Chicago was amazing. Really, almost everything that could go wrong, did. For some reason though, none of that mattered. Being in Chicago, with Dave, was just... right. Plus we got to see a college student disco dancing on the corner for $$.