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Wanna play a game? Here's how it will go down:
I'll call you
You'll pretend you want me there
I'll say I'm coming but don't
You'll pretend you were sad I didn't
I'll pretend I had homework or something
I'll call you
You don't answer
I'll tell you I called
You pretend you're upset that you didn't hear it
You never make any effort to spend time with me
I'll pretend I don't notice that you don't care
We talk casually and pretend that nothing changed.
Sounds fun? I'm getting used to it. Detaching myself isn't easy, but I can do it. I just have to keep myself from thinking back...
I'll call you
You'll pretend you want me there
I'll say I'm coming but don't
You'll pretend you were sad I didn't
I'll pretend I had homework or something
I'll call you
You don't answer
I'll tell you I called
You pretend you're upset that you didn't hear it
You never make any effort to spend time with me
I'll pretend I don't notice that you don't care
We talk casually and pretend that nothing changed.
Sounds fun? I'm getting used to it. Detaching myself isn't easy, but I can do it. I just have to keep myself from thinking back...