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I'm so tired of words. Don't let your actions make a hypcrite of you. I have neve felt so abandoned. By the few people that I thought would never leave me.
I couldn't stay at home. So I went down to the river tonight. The sounds calmed me but at the same time, the laughing of the water over the rocks seemed to be mocking me. It was freezing but out I went wading, praying that the current would take me away with it. But the river didn't want me. It was dark and I didn't want drunk men for company, so I went home.
I'm so sorry for blowing you off David. I knew how you had been feeling and it was so selfish of me to say I didn't want to talk just because I was on the point of tears. It would have helped us both. Again, these are just words, take them as you will, but I hope that you will allow me to show you how sorry I am. I need you so bad right now.
I couldn't stay at home. So I went down to the river tonight. The sounds calmed me but at the same time, the laughing of the water over the rocks seemed to be mocking me. It was freezing but out I went wading, praying that the current would take me away with it. But the river didn't want me. It was dark and I didn't want drunk men for company, so I went home.
I'm so sorry for blowing you off David. I knew how you had been feeling and it was so selfish of me to say I didn't want to talk just because I was on the point of tears. It would have helped us both. Again, these are just words, take them as you will, but I hope that you will allow me to show you how sorry I am. I need you so bad right now.