Oct 03, 2004 21:21
Ah! I can't take this!!! I don't know what to think... not sure where I stand... I don't feel very important. Neglected maybe? eh.
So tonight was good. I went to small group at the coffee house. I spilled my heart to Becca. I missed doing that. The only bad part was some of the other girls. We would be having a serious group talk about God, so of course it's important, and one of the girls would randomly laugh and bring up some stupid inside joke! Their concentration was that of a two year old! So immature! And whenever they talked I couldn't help but think of all the precious air that they were wasting. Yeah, that makes me sound like an elitist, but it'd make you sick too. I hate that Becca sometimes acts like that around them. She's so much better than that.
And... I have a few pictures that I will put up soon. I actually have one with my face!!! Yes, I looked nice today.