i GiVE UP ON LiFE
well.. i officially stop caring about anything anymore.. its useless all i do is sit at my fucking house all day.. all that fucking time at st pauls i wasted thinking i made friends obviously not cus or i am not good enough cus have i heard from any of them over the summer no.. i wish i had never fucking moved here... its all bull shit no one gives a fuck about me.. god.. i thought i fit in or w/e the hell it is but i guess i was wrong.. hopefully high school will be different.. least i am semi ok on my own.. it just fucking sucks being home all the time.. i mean.. god i am the worlds biggest loser.. i wish i had never moved my one true friend erica is there but i dont even kno is shes still there for me like before.. shes got her own life and friends and i am jsut like a waste of time and my most percious cassie.. whom i miss insanely is way away in utah... i love them so.. but i ono.. i just give up why care.. life sucks then u die..