Jul 09, 2004 15:22
today i came home from blowing rock north carolina..i met some fantabulous people there especially Josh Bolick.. it started out as just playing basketball with him and it turned in to spending the day with him under the trees in the park.. but today i left with him my heart.. hes everything that i want.. a lil taller then me.. fierce green eyes tan.. completely ripped carries me easily lol... longer straight brown hair and the strongest most gentle hands that kept me from floating from the ground when i am with him... Josh still has my livestrong bracelet.. its a tangable memory of me till i can see him again.. i miss him so much and cant wait to see him i had such a good time with him and everyone else i met.. but now i have a ton of things i have to figure out before matt gets home i dont kno how to tell him that.. i just dont feel any thing for him and i just dont kno what to do.. so please help me.. oh well.. i cant wait to go back to north carolina.. i am so much happier up there.. i am around people i just met and i met someone who i like alot.. and i dont know! But i do know i have a major crush on him and i hope he feels the same
i miss you BR- Josh and Cassie especially~ ali