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So.. 2005 summary of myself from England. 2005 started as a pretty shitty year because I was still trying to figure things out. I was still hanging out with people who belittled me and made me feel like total shit. I was doing bad things making bad decisions and pretty much disapointing myself and my real friends. In the middle of the year(summer) I lost those friends who made me feel like shit and I actually felt bad... but then I realized that I should feel sorry for them not me. There the ones that arent going to amount to anything, thats when I started to realize I had to start making changes. I started making better grades. I started doing more sports to keep my time occupied. And most of all I made some new friends. Some real friends. I finally found people who dont belittle me for who I am. They just accept me and for that they are my best friends. So I started 2005 in a drunken stuper and I ended 2005 in a drunken stuper... that pretty much sums it up.