He screams out 'I LOVE YOU' She laughs and screams too.
I feel really stupid about the whole entry last night.
It's really not even remotly close to how I'm feeling. HONEST.
I think valentines day just got to me more than I thought it did and I just really wanted someone. Anyone and he seems to be the only one wanting to talk to me lately (kind of out of anyone) So it just got all put on him.
I'm really not that bad
and I'm not obsessive in any way shape or from
and even if it did end up happening
It would take a lot of thinking
and probibly end up as a no
I dont know.
I think it all just got wrapped up in my sadness
I've never been THAT involved in a crush and I hope if I am someone will shot me ;)
Sorry for the stupidity I should learn not to post shit when my mind is all fucked up with useless emotions like loneliness. Or at least come back and read it when I am feeling better (which I was by the end of the night) and decide if I want to delet what I wrote. Its like writting when your drunk. Who knows whats comming out.
It's really not even remotly close to how I'm feeling. HONEST.
I think valentines day just got to me more than I thought it did and I just really wanted someone. Anyone and he seems to be the only one wanting to talk to me lately (kind of out of anyone) So it just got all put on him.
I'm really not that bad
and I'm not obsessive in any way shape or from
and even if it did end up happening
It would take a lot of thinking
and probibly end up as a no
I dont know.
I think it all just got wrapped up in my sadness
I've never been THAT involved in a crush and I hope if I am someone will shot me ;)
Sorry for the stupidity I should learn not to post shit when my mind is all fucked up with useless emotions like loneliness. Or at least come back and read it when I am feeling better (which I was by the end of the night) and decide if I want to delet what I wrote. Its like writting when your drunk. Who knows whats comming out.