Mar 07, 2006 19:55
So since dear Kayla is ill and Laura isn't going to be having a life.. or maybe too much of one during this march break lol I hope you guys have fun!
falala life is boring and for once school is actually stressing me out. I'm going to say this even though I know people will tell me I'm not I feel very stupid right now in school and I don't know why. I haven't missed a day in like 2 weeks so I'm not behind so I dont' know.
I have realized that there is a time that helping someone can actually almost be more painful for me than them. I hate wanting to fix someones problems and I know that if I did they would be so happy but you just can't. And I hate talking to someone and hoping something might come of it but really you have no idea if anything actually will, but I know that if something doesn't I will probably be hurt by it. Oh well thats the situation I have put myself in and therefore must deal with it! Enough secrecy. I'm seriously bored. Things have been quiet around here... almost too quiet. But I'm sure that quiet-ness will be over this weekend when I get the baby and have my brother b-day party. Anyone up for playing pool with a bunch of 14 year olds let me know. byes!