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tired. i am just so tired of everything... my life is just so plain. all i do is work on things and the rewards really haven't been there so i guess it's getting a little harder to stay focused and motivated. god i know it would be so much easier to just give up. why do i keep pushing forward how can i make myself keep going. maybe i can't maybe ill break i wounder how long i can keep all of this up.