I do not know how I'm doing this...
I'm on the phone with Jon, helping him out. I feel so helpless, and weak - I know I can't do this.
I'm crying and no one can see. I'm breaking and there is no one there to pick up the pieces. Shit I can't even help Jon. YOu know how much that hurts? I'm here alone, and the only thing catching the tears is my shirt down below. They passionately pour out one by one, and manage to complete each journey. I'm broken in a million pieces. I'm not going to lie, the one person that I want - doesn't feel or see anything that I am going through. Meanwhile I'm sure my choices are hurting other people, which I cannot see. But I can't help them either. What do you do when the person you love can't and won't help you?
You do nothing, but pray and hope that one day they realize what they've done - and even then you do not wish you pain onto them, but you forgive. Thats what love is about. FUCK LOVE - I'm hurt, alone, and unable. Please where is my angel? Right now would be the perfect time...
I'm sorry I really am. I'm feeling just as much pain.
I'm crying and no one can see. I'm breaking and there is no one there to pick up the pieces. Shit I can't even help Jon. YOu know how much that hurts? I'm here alone, and the only thing catching the tears is my shirt down below. They passionately pour out one by one, and manage to complete each journey. I'm broken in a million pieces. I'm not going to lie, the one person that I want - doesn't feel or see anything that I am going through. Meanwhile I'm sure my choices are hurting other people, which I cannot see. But I can't help them either. What do you do when the person you love can't and won't help you?
You do nothing, but pray and hope that one day they realize what they've done - and even then you do not wish you pain onto them, but you forgive. Thats what love is about. FUCK LOVE - I'm hurt, alone, and unable. Please where is my angel? Right now would be the perfect time...
I'm sorry I really am. I'm feeling just as much pain.