"...here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon."
Here's to the Night-Eve 6
(sure it's about a one night stand, but hell, it relates to a lot of other shit too)
"So denied
So I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day
And a day love love
I'm gonna be gone for good againAre you willing
To be had
Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast
To all those who hear me all too well
Chorus:
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name
On the line
Along with place and time
Wanna stay
Not to go
I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast
To all those
Who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Bridge:
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast
To all those who know me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon"
can somone please tell me why i can't stop crying? i don't want to leave this place. i just made good friends. i made friends who actually know me-my quirks, my tempers, my saddness, my hyperness, and everything in between. its not fair that i finally find people who take my good w/ my bad and now i hafta be away from them for 4 freaking months. i can't stop the tears in my eyes anymore...they just keep coming. so i'm sitting here, it the dark, w/ the tv on low, and rach is asleep. i should be asleep too. but i can't, b/c if i fall asleep, then i hafta wake up and i'll have to leave this place. i keep trying to wake myself up cuz i'm convinced this is a nightmare. it would be wonderful to wake up right now and it be right after spring break...when everything here was awesome. we had meag's birthday to look forward to, the maroon 5 concert, playing outside. sure all the work would be back, but i'd gladly take it all if it meant i didn't have to leave. i know i said i wanted to go home, but i take it back now. God, can't You tell a joke when You hear one? i can't believe i'm saying this, but i can't wait for the summer to be over...
...now i think i have to go to bed. b/c as much as i wanna stay up and get all this out, all i'm doing is making myself sick again. i'm working myself up and now i feel like i wanna go throw up.
meaghann, chyrisse, megan, and chelcie. ya'll kick ass. i love ya'll mucho. and next year, we'll do it all right...b/c next year...we have a whole year instead of just one semester. now is the time when i'd put in some inside jokes, but there are FAR too many. there is only one word, and meag will understand. rape.