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I need somebody, who knows that they want to be with me, who will love me and make me happy. I thought I had it, but I didn't, I guess I wasn't what they wanted. I have had an emotional day and it hit me like a ton of bricks a few minutes ago. I started crying. I hate being a girl because I get so damn emotional and not one single boy could ever understand why.
I hate night time. Day's are fine, it's the night's I can't take.
Don't you hate when someone means so much more to you then you mean to them? It makes me want to eat rocks. I hate it. I hate when I'm not good enough, or pretty enough, or skinny enough or not something enough. No1's perfect, but sometimes I feel like I get my bad qualites brought out much more than other poeple do. I could sit here all night and bitch but it won't help. So I guess I'll just go be sad in bed. I don't know what's wrong with me sometimes, I swear...I'm the happiest girl you could ever meet in the daytime but then at night, I get sad as fuck. I need somebody, I want somebody. And the saddest part, I know what somebody I want. But it won't work, I'm not enough, I don't think I ever will be. I hope I can be tho, someday. I honestly don't think I am a bad person, maybe I am, who knows. I know that if your looking for someone to love you with all their heart, I'm the one for ya. Ok, for real now...I'm just going to go to bed because I'm getting myself worked up. Good night all. Sleep well.
xoxoxo
<3<3<3
xoxoxo
I hate night time. Day's are fine, it's the night's I can't take.
Don't you hate when someone means so much more to you then you mean to them? It makes me want to eat rocks. I hate it. I hate when I'm not good enough, or pretty enough, or skinny enough or not something enough. No1's perfect, but sometimes I feel like I get my bad qualites brought out much more than other poeple do. I could sit here all night and bitch but it won't help. So I guess I'll just go be sad in bed. I don't know what's wrong with me sometimes, I swear...I'm the happiest girl you could ever meet in the daytime but then at night, I get sad as fuck. I need somebody, I want somebody. And the saddest part, I know what somebody I want. But it won't work, I'm not enough, I don't think I ever will be. I hope I can be tho, someday. I honestly don't think I am a bad person, maybe I am, who knows. I know that if your looking for someone to love you with all their heart, I'm the one for ya. Ok, for real now...I'm just going to go to bed because I'm getting myself worked up. Good night all. Sleep well.
xoxoxo
<3<3<3
xoxoxo