This is going to be a long one.
Alright. I'll start where I left off..
Pats house! I got a hold of pat! He came and got me, i put a hallowicked 05 sticked on the back of his car, Yeah i rock. we walked in the house and he poured me a glass of smirinoff and spriTe, that wasn't the only glass. then shots, we got good and druNk. But after he poured my drink he gave me a Grand Tour of the house. It's sweet. It's got a closet we're ganna bake out and shit. Played spin the bottle, went ghost hunting. played ship wreak on his bed withh robe light on and shit. Then had some other fun. but i can't put that in here.
New yeaRs! me aurora and jerica smoked tawnnie's good weed, then got a 5 dollar pizza and MOWED on it and went to eddies house all high and shit, we had money to get a 5th of southern comfort 100 proof. Yeah we got wasted. Aurora started pukin and Eddie went into the bathroom to check on her and came in and told me she didn't have any clothes on. And i walked in the bathroom and started laughin my ass completly off. She wasn't passed out but she couldn't move and shit, she was just wasted, She was sittin on the toilet takin a piss with her head on the bath tub, then she got on the floor and put her head on the toilet seat, then i HAD to take a picture. It was too funny. So I got a picture of her with her head on the toilet, Then i told aurora that's what Padded toilet seats are for. lol. To put your head on when your drunk and pass out and have a pillow. Missy was there! yesss. it was niCe. We didn't go to sleep at all that night. We finally got aurora in eddie's room to lay down and get some sleep, she slept for like... 3 hours or some shit like that. Then around 8*30 me and aurora walked up to the store, Yeah. Just imagin, Me and aurora walking down farmington rd at 8*30 in the morning on new years day, we looked all cracked out and shit. It was nice. When aurora passed out on eddie's bed, I wrote wet sex on her forehead and balls on the side of her head and drew a dick and balls. Everyone thought she was going to get pissed off, I had to convince them she'd laugh just as hard as we did when i was writting it. And she did, She thought it was great.
me and justin ended up getting in a really big fight and shit and didn't talk for a week. Then i IMed him on the new sn i made and told him happy new years and he started tellin me he was sorry and shit for the shit he said, I didn't apologize for anything, and i told him that i wasn't going to. That everything I said that day, I actually ment. But i guess me and him are back on good terms i guess. Not the best, but it's better than nothing.
Me and joel were goin out for like.. 3 weeks and broke up over some stupid shit, because he went to allie's one day, and his mom told me and i got PISSED. Because come on, It's allie... And joel.. What can you expect, He told me nothing happend shit, but I didn't care. So he said we needed a break and he needed to get his shit together, And he told me that i wasn't going to lose him, that he'd still keep in contact and shit, but i really haven't heard from him. And I am truley broken just like last time with him. But i guess that's just how he is, I thought he would of changed from when he was younger when I met him, but i guess now. But i guess Me and Joel just need some time, he was tellin me we were gunna get married and have kids and shit. But i guess only time will tell what'll happen with me and joel. Time heals what reasons can't.
Nothin else is really goin on. I went to riverside, jason was there, I ended up screamin at him and shit.
Brandon showed up at riverside, I ran up to him and just clung on, I didn't want to let go at all. Even tho other people are in my life, at the end of the day, brandon is the one on my mind. He's the one I think about while falling asleep, and he's the one I wake up thinking about. I've realized he's the reason why I wake up in the morning now a days. It's so hard to wake up lately, it's not even that i'm depressed about what's going on. I'm just sick of life in general, and have been for a while. I just don't see a point in me waking up anymore, I feel like nothing good is going to happen, and hell is all that's here for me now. I just have to keep thinking that it'll be Me and Brandon Lampley in the end. And that i'll be outta here soon and at my mom's house. Away from it all. I jsut hope that my dad has my computer ready for when I move so i can have a computer out there cause my mom's going to get the internet for me. I guess the only reasons I wake up anymore, Is to be with Brandon, and to move out to my mom's house and get the hell outta plymouth, And because of Paige and Emma. I want the best for thoes two. Even if it kills me for Emma to grow up right, then so be it. I will make sure that baby has everything she needs.
Anyways, back to riverside. Brandon's actions that night didn't show that he loved me at all. He was all on this other girl and shit. Then me and jason made up because we had other shit to be worried about that night, cause the deff kid was there, and still fuckin with me. Then Jacob tryed to push him down skating. Then he kept at it cause jacob left early, then keith and this kid steve I met took care of it. It was all good. Keith was like, leave my fuckin girlfriend alone or there's going to be problems, then the deff kid was like, she's yours homie, and left me alone. It was nice. Then me and keith started talking about why me and him never hooked up, then decited whenever me and jason are on more of a content level we might try. Then that steve kid I met, we were chillen for a while up there, then he noticed his G/F was there, and she got all pissed cause she thought he was cheatin on her with me. And i looked at her and was like. "baby, If he was cheatin on you we wouldn't be here" I have never seen a girls jaw drop like that. It was too funny. but he wants me, but he reminds me too much of adam and johnny, so it'll never happen.
Brandon ended up telling me was sorry, and that his actions that night didn't show how he really felt, he told me he actually was really happy to see me that night, And that he didn't want to let go either. Then he asked me to come over for dinner and a movie, but i didn't have a way out there. I can't waite till he gets his caR. we're perFect for eachother.
Work detail isn't that bad actually, we're all friends, we clicked right away. I know a few people in there, makes the time go by faster.
Me and jimmy FINALLY hung out. Saturday night he called me at 3am... yeah.. 3am. Me and aurora were sleeping. lol. but i woke up and shit and he asked me if i could get out, and of coarse, It's me, so i could get out. I just simply told my dad that My friend hollie was in labor and me and aurora were going up to the hospital. LoL! he was so drunk when he picked us up, He couldn't talk straight for the life of him, he was mumbling and sluring his words, and he's a crazy ass, funny ass driver when he's drUnk. It was too funny driving with him over to his friend james' house. we stayed up ALL night. bathroom, shower, couch, it was all too fun. ^_^ ontop of all that fun, aurora brought her Cotton Candy boty spray, it makes your skin taste like cotton candy, so...imagin the possibilities. We got like an hour of sleep, then woke up and just chilled. Watched some movies, we tryed to watch the devils regects before we fell asleep, but jimmy got up to piss and I waited outside the door and he walked out and.... hmm.. Can't tell you the rest. After we woke up we watched... anchor man, That movie with nick cannon goin back to school and shit. Then windtalkers or some shit, half way through that one we took it out and put American Pie Band camp in. That's a funny ass movie. then around i wanna sayy...11am james woke up and put some vodka in the freezer. 8-) funn times. Then Jeff hadda pint of absolute, so I was drunk by 2pm. Then around like... 4 or something james went to the store with jimmy and got a case of beer, so I got trashed then hadda go home. So i went home all trashed and shit. lol. Fun times. fun times. Didn't go to school on monday cause i hadda hangover. I came home that night, ate some god ass ribs jacob made, then went in my room, didn't even take off my shoes and fell on my bed and passed out. Thoes 2 days created unforgettable memories. <3
I guess Ryan W got addicted to herion, I almost cryed when i found that out, the day before yesterday. but he's gettin off he, he's tryin to ween off it with oxy and shit. Aslong as he's gettin off it i'm find. But i'm still broken about it. Me and him have been talkin the last few days. him and kayla broke up, I went over there the other day to sell his step-brother who just happends to be Julie's cousin, a bag and smoked with them, then chilled for a min then i hadda go cause ryan hadda go to work and make that chEdda. I told him I would do anything for him to help him, and it makes him so happy. ^_^ I told him I would be his new addiction, and he wants me to be his new addiction. And i think it's the shit! I've always wanted someone to be addicted to me, lets just hope this addiction doesn't go wrong.
Well.. I got some other shit to type up, and i'ma take a shower then go chill with ryan for a little bit. so.. I'll try to update more often, if i remember. ^_^
Pats house! I got a hold of pat! He came and got me, i put a hallowicked 05 sticked on the back of his car, Yeah i rock. we walked in the house and he poured me a glass of smirinoff and spriTe, that wasn't the only glass. then shots, we got good and druNk. But after he poured my drink he gave me a Grand Tour of the house. It's sweet. It's got a closet we're ganna bake out and shit. Played spin the bottle, went ghost hunting. played ship wreak on his bed withh robe light on and shit. Then had some other fun. but i can't put that in here.
New yeaRs! me aurora and jerica smoked tawnnie's good weed, then got a 5 dollar pizza and MOWED on it and went to eddies house all high and shit, we had money to get a 5th of southern comfort 100 proof. Yeah we got wasted. Aurora started pukin and Eddie went into the bathroom to check on her and came in and told me she didn't have any clothes on. And i walked in the bathroom and started laughin my ass completly off. She wasn't passed out but she couldn't move and shit, she was just wasted, She was sittin on the toilet takin a piss with her head on the bath tub, then she got on the floor and put her head on the toilet seat, then i HAD to take a picture. It was too funny. So I got a picture of her with her head on the toilet, Then i told aurora that's what Padded toilet seats are for. lol. To put your head on when your drunk and pass out and have a pillow. Missy was there! yesss. it was niCe. We didn't go to sleep at all that night. We finally got aurora in eddie's room to lay down and get some sleep, she slept for like... 3 hours or some shit like that. Then around 8*30 me and aurora walked up to the store, Yeah. Just imagin, Me and aurora walking down farmington rd at 8*30 in the morning on new years day, we looked all cracked out and shit. It was nice. When aurora passed out on eddie's bed, I wrote wet sex on her forehead and balls on the side of her head and drew a dick and balls. Everyone thought she was going to get pissed off, I had to convince them she'd laugh just as hard as we did when i was writting it. And she did, She thought it was great.
me and justin ended up getting in a really big fight and shit and didn't talk for a week. Then i IMed him on the new sn i made and told him happy new years and he started tellin me he was sorry and shit for the shit he said, I didn't apologize for anything, and i told him that i wasn't going to. That everything I said that day, I actually ment. But i guess me and him are back on good terms i guess. Not the best, but it's better than nothing.
Me and joel were goin out for like.. 3 weeks and broke up over some stupid shit, because he went to allie's one day, and his mom told me and i got PISSED. Because come on, It's allie... And joel.. What can you expect, He told me nothing happend shit, but I didn't care. So he said we needed a break and he needed to get his shit together, And he told me that i wasn't going to lose him, that he'd still keep in contact and shit, but i really haven't heard from him. And I am truley broken just like last time with him. But i guess that's just how he is, I thought he would of changed from when he was younger when I met him, but i guess now. But i guess Me and Joel just need some time, he was tellin me we were gunna get married and have kids and shit. But i guess only time will tell what'll happen with me and joel. Time heals what reasons can't.
Nothin else is really goin on. I went to riverside, jason was there, I ended up screamin at him and shit.
Brandon showed up at riverside, I ran up to him and just clung on, I didn't want to let go at all. Even tho other people are in my life, at the end of the day, brandon is the one on my mind. He's the one I think about while falling asleep, and he's the one I wake up thinking about. I've realized he's the reason why I wake up in the morning now a days. It's so hard to wake up lately, it's not even that i'm depressed about what's going on. I'm just sick of life in general, and have been for a while. I just don't see a point in me waking up anymore, I feel like nothing good is going to happen, and hell is all that's here for me now. I just have to keep thinking that it'll be Me and Brandon Lampley in the end. And that i'll be outta here soon and at my mom's house. Away from it all. I jsut hope that my dad has my computer ready for when I move so i can have a computer out there cause my mom's going to get the internet for me. I guess the only reasons I wake up anymore, Is to be with Brandon, and to move out to my mom's house and get the hell outta plymouth, And because of Paige and Emma. I want the best for thoes two. Even if it kills me for Emma to grow up right, then so be it. I will make sure that baby has everything she needs.
Anyways, back to riverside. Brandon's actions that night didn't show that he loved me at all. He was all on this other girl and shit. Then me and jason made up because we had other shit to be worried about that night, cause the deff kid was there, and still fuckin with me. Then Jacob tryed to push him down skating. Then he kept at it cause jacob left early, then keith and this kid steve I met took care of it. It was all good. Keith was like, leave my fuckin girlfriend alone or there's going to be problems, then the deff kid was like, she's yours homie, and left me alone. It was nice. Then me and keith started talking about why me and him never hooked up, then decited whenever me and jason are on more of a content level we might try. Then that steve kid I met, we were chillen for a while up there, then he noticed his G/F was there, and she got all pissed cause she thought he was cheatin on her with me. And i looked at her and was like. "baby, If he was cheatin on you we wouldn't be here" I have never seen a girls jaw drop like that. It was too funny. but he wants me, but he reminds me too much of adam and johnny, so it'll never happen.
Brandon ended up telling me was sorry, and that his actions that night didn't show how he really felt, he told me he actually was really happy to see me that night, And that he didn't want to let go either. Then he asked me to come over for dinner and a movie, but i didn't have a way out there. I can't waite till he gets his caR. we're perFect for eachother.
Work detail isn't that bad actually, we're all friends, we clicked right away. I know a few people in there, makes the time go by faster.
Me and jimmy FINALLY hung out. Saturday night he called me at 3am... yeah.. 3am. Me and aurora were sleeping. lol. but i woke up and shit and he asked me if i could get out, and of coarse, It's me, so i could get out. I just simply told my dad that My friend hollie was in labor and me and aurora were going up to the hospital. LoL! he was so drunk when he picked us up, He couldn't talk straight for the life of him, he was mumbling and sluring his words, and he's a crazy ass, funny ass driver when he's drUnk. It was too funny driving with him over to his friend james' house. we stayed up ALL night. bathroom, shower, couch, it was all too fun. ^_^ ontop of all that fun, aurora brought her Cotton Candy boty spray, it makes your skin taste like cotton candy, so...imagin the possibilities. We got like an hour of sleep, then woke up and just chilled. Watched some movies, we tryed to watch the devils regects before we fell asleep, but jimmy got up to piss and I waited outside the door and he walked out and.... hmm.. Can't tell you the rest. After we woke up we watched... anchor man, That movie with nick cannon goin back to school and shit. Then windtalkers or some shit, half way through that one we took it out and put American Pie Band camp in. That's a funny ass movie. then around i wanna sayy...11am james woke up and put some vodka in the freezer. 8-) funn times. Then Jeff hadda pint of absolute, so I was drunk by 2pm. Then around like... 4 or something james went to the store with jimmy and got a case of beer, so I got trashed then hadda go home. So i went home all trashed and shit. lol. Fun times. fun times. Didn't go to school on monday cause i hadda hangover. I came home that night, ate some god ass ribs jacob made, then went in my room, didn't even take off my shoes and fell on my bed and passed out. Thoes 2 days created unforgettable memories. <3
I guess Ryan W got addicted to herion, I almost cryed when i found that out, the day before yesterday. but he's gettin off he, he's tryin to ween off it with oxy and shit. Aslong as he's gettin off it i'm find. But i'm still broken about it. Me and him have been talkin the last few days. him and kayla broke up, I went over there the other day to sell his step-brother who just happends to be Julie's cousin, a bag and smoked with them, then chilled for a min then i hadda go cause ryan hadda go to work and make that chEdda. I told him I would do anything for him to help him, and it makes him so happy. ^_^ I told him I would be his new addiction, and he wants me to be his new addiction. And i think it's the shit! I've always wanted someone to be addicted to me, lets just hope this addiction doesn't go wrong.
Well.. I got some other shit to type up, and i'ma take a shower then go chill with ryan for a little bit. so.. I'll try to update more often, if i remember. ^_^