Nov 01, 2004 17:48
awww guys. i miss my friends terribly much. and i miss soccer every day. and i miss mummy even though shes right here. and i miss daddy cos hes not home. and idk i just dont feel like im living my life anymore- i feel like im just going through the motions or whatever. that i`m too busy holding on for my life to enjoy it.
:-/
but this weekend was pretty good. i forget friday. and saturday i went to mikes partaaay and dressed up as a vampiress and scared some kiddos (including little man :-P).. and then i bolted over to kts shin*dig :)butttt everyone was already out of their costumes. :( so whatever i got changed and whatnot. then everyone who wasnt sleeping over left and the night got sooooooo much better!! allison and i were cheering, and the stuff our circle talks about is sooooo funny. gaaahd i lovve you guys so much. like wow. ill do anything for each one of you. i`d die for you guysssss. *kellybkatiekellyjbrennatawnyjessallisonkelseyamandarache*
love you guys mucho. i couldnt live without you. and thanks for putting up with me when i get like this.
kate you said to me one time that you love me even when i`m in my moods, and God, kate thank you so much for everything. you`ve been there when no one else has. youve made me happy when no one else could *popsicle ahem*. thank you so fucking much babe :)
ahhh. im getting all teary so i need to stop.
okay so i went home saturday.-.-.-. andddd napped :) showered :) and did some homework. thennn went back to kts for 515 and went halloweening with the grlsss :) got back to kts and watched american dreams and daddy picked me up. mi showered again and went to bed. so tired man, so tired.
today was a crapass day so i went home and baked. ahh its sinful :( whatever though, the worst that can happen is i can gain like 243958346 more pounds and die fat with no friends.
oh wait, im already fat.
but i have the best friends in the world :)
so then i did my homework, had a little mood, but i cried that one out so its okay :)
anddd i just finished going through mummys pictures and making a slideshow for her for the shopping social on friday :) ahh im sooo happy for her :) shes accomplished sooo much already!! this is the peice of mind that she needs, and shes reaaally good at all those pix and whatnot. i`m soo proud of her!! :)
and i cannot wait until tumbling tomorrow. ahhhhhhhhhhhh :) i love having something to look forward to :) and my bday is in 6 days *grins* ahh and i cant wait till christmas.
wow i`m just as excited as molly.. hahaha :)
okay kids comment lots <3