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why are relationships so hard. i hate fighting with people. i hate being mad and having people be mad at me. i hate being hurt and having to talk about it. i hate never feeling like im good enough. i hate feeling like a drama queen even though i know im not. i hate being compared to other people that do things better than i can. what i really hate is being able to say everything i feel to everyone except the one person who really matters. and i fucking hate crying.