bleh
senior pictures are tomorrow, im nervous! i cut my hair yesterday, i hope it will cooperate.
i feel bad. "joel" (i dont want to say his real name on here) and i hung out today, and he was like cuddly and stuff, and i was kind of uncomfortable, and then he was like so youre really not attracted to me at all? i hate those talks. they suck for both people. i feel so bad, for some reason he seems to really like me. and even if i did like him, i just wouldnt even go there, if anyone found out there would be sooo much drama i dont even want to think about it. i hope we can still be friends though, hes really fun to hang out with and hes a really good guy, and just about the only good friend ive had in awhile. aaahh things suck.
on a different note, i think my first tattoo is going to be a flower behind my ear. im scared though, cuz its like on my head and i think its going to hurt like a bitch.
it sounds kinda weird, but i photoshopped what i kind of want it to look like, but i want it just black, and not a rose.
well i guess thats it. goodnight. or morning.
i feel bad. "joel" (i dont want to say his real name on here) and i hung out today, and he was like cuddly and stuff, and i was kind of uncomfortable, and then he was like so youre really not attracted to me at all? i hate those talks. they suck for both people. i feel so bad, for some reason he seems to really like me. and even if i did like him, i just wouldnt even go there, if anyone found out there would be sooo much drama i dont even want to think about it. i hope we can still be friends though, hes really fun to hang out with and hes a really good guy, and just about the only good friend ive had in awhile. aaahh things suck.
on a different note, i think my first tattoo is going to be a flower behind my ear. im scared though, cuz its like on my head and i think its going to hurt like a bitch.
it sounds kinda weird, but i photoshopped what i kind of want it to look like, but i want it just black, and not a rose.
well i guess thats it. goodnight. or morning.