say you will, say you might, but please don't say goodbye tonight
errrhh today was pretty cool. got picked up early for a doctors appt for my toe/to get health forms signed. and i think my mom is worried about my eating, in that she thinks im not. which is a little right. its not cuz im like self-concious or anoriexic or any of that crap. if anything i wish i would gain a few pounds, but i dunno im never really hungry and that little knot thats in my stomach these days just feels worse when i try to eat. oh well. sooo yeah! then i went and picked up my new **pointe shoes** which are lookin like theyre gonna work. theyre grishkos, and ive never tried them before but they seem good as of now. then i went to ballet and it was like burning my flesh. hot weather + dancing = one tired, sweaty girl. then i helped my mom clean the real estate place, earning 25 dalla. yesssss. so yeah thats about it.
oh yeah ive been sleeping really bad lately, which is probably why im all tired and out of it. ill just lay there until about 2, soooo tired but unable to fall asleep. and the few hours i do sleep i have really strange and scary dreams. this morning i woke up at 3 like freaking out and shaking and scared out of my mind, but now i cant remember what my dream was. i wish my mom would let me take sleeping pills. she just tells me me drink tea, which only makes me have to pee in the middle of the night.
oh and...the hippies are back. X_0 (thats me crying AND dying)
oh yeah ive been sleeping really bad lately, which is probably why im all tired and out of it. ill just lay there until about 2, soooo tired but unable to fall asleep. and the few hours i do sleep i have really strange and scary dreams. this morning i woke up at 3 like freaking out and shaking and scared out of my mind, but now i cant remember what my dream was. i wish my mom would let me take sleeping pills. she just tells me me drink tea, which only makes me have to pee in the middle of the night.
oh and...the hippies are back. X_0 (thats me crying AND dying)