Feb 14, 2006 12:51
So shit has been ruff lately and i have been just think abot shit. But all i can think about is what i lost and what i wont. I have felt pain before and nothing can match this, fuck loving someone but i will always have love for her which sucks for me. But it seems that i will never have somthing like that again and i dont think i wont to. She has takin that peace of me.
But i still got puppy and doug and they have been there for me more than any one else and i love them for that.
Im not a emotional guy but this time she got the better part of me.
Just to let every one know i mite snap very easily so im sorry.
Its not like me to be like this but fuck it shit sucks.
I miss my puppy not the boy the dog.