GOOD DAY!!!!!!
Hmm. Well i kno that u all r gonna be happy to hear that for once ive had a great day. A great week at that. I guess i should start with friday. Well i played a really bad lacrosse game, lost my temper and got kicked out. So i go over to whitney's to chill and she had some boose. Well everyone who knos me knos how i drink. Lets just say i had a little too much to drink and was a little tipsy (just a little). Well my ex Shaun and his friend George came over to hang out. More George wanted to hang with Whitney and Shaun just tagged along. Well I can't really remember wut happended but apparently i was smashed and started to like freak out. I hit George cuz he took my Tequila away from me, keep hitting Shaun and tryin to hit Whitney. They finally get me calmed down and i guess i just kinda spilled to Shaun how i felt. I remember crying but no the exact words. I kept getting mad at him then like seonds later i kept trying to kiss him. Then next day i wake up to find out that the whole night Shaun took care of me. Not because he had to because he wwanted. I guess everything went from there. He said that friday night he relized how he had broke me and that I really did care about him. Now were talking again and wroking on our relationship. 3rd time is a charm. He says he wants to make this work and so do i. Alot of people think i'm stupid and keep trying to change my mind on this. But i can't. They don't understand it but i wish they could. The past couple of days have been great. Although Whitney is talking to Ronnie again which is pissing George off, everything is ok. I'm trying and so is he. We see each other everyday after school and hang out until i have to go to practice. He came to my game last night and apoligized to my step dad for everything that happended in the past. I respect that. Ok i gotta take a shower so later!!!