I apologize in advance...

Oct 11, 2005 04:03

Have you ever felt soooo not worth anything.

Like everything is just falling apart right underneath you but your not really sure.
How about the feeling of not really knowing the people that surround you everyday.
Does it scare you?

Does it make you wonder wether or not they're even really your friends?
Maybe they talk about you behind your back.
Or maybe they just dont have time to care.
Do you care?

Do your "true" friends really know everything about you?
Are they really your "true" friends. Or would they just dump you
like a pile or trash if they found something better?

Do you ever have a feeling of loneliness that stays with you all day, everywhere you go?
Do you have a lot of bad days?
Do you miss other people even when you have a bunch of people around you?
Is everything going to work out in the end?
Does your family even know a lot about you?
Mine doesnt.
and I dont think they really care.

Why do the people that say they care the most spend the least time with you?
Maybe thats just my problem.
Do you really know what you want out of life?
Do you even care about what your "true" friends think about you?
Do you even want friends?

I want to be a hermit. [sometimes]

I dont know what I want.

I know its 4 o'clock in the morning and I want to go to bed.
I cant sleep.
Meh.
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