Drama In June
Believe it or not, i have had a very drama filled month already...
I guess it all started when my mother told me that i am going to be getting a new kitten on Wednesday the first. I wasnt to excited about having another pet in my life! See the thing about that is, when i was younger i was given a puppy, a small Wire Hair Terrior, who wasnt supposed to get but calf high to me. After a few months Sissy (the puppy) grew as tall as my thighs. Now seeing how we already had to pit bulls in the house i was weerery about leaving Sissy alone with them at the house. And so it happend any way. I had to go out to the store for food with my parents. On our arrival home the neighbor came over in what i thought to be a HELLO then a GOODBYE. But come to find out that he was mowing the side of the yard that we share (after my step-father asked him not to because of he dogs not liking him or the lawn mower) the female pit bull my step-father has, killed my dog because she was in the way of getting at the lawn mower, through the fence! I truely didnt thing that i would be capable of giving my heart to another animal again for a long time. Obivously i didnt wait long enough. When i got this kitten i didnt get my hopes up, and i didnt start to give her all of my love at first. The first night she slept in my bed with me, I couldnt help but fall completely and helplessly in love with the cat (i know it sounds weird, but a love for an animal is sometimes better then loving a human). So we named her Gabby, i dont know why, but she seemed to like it! She loved to cuddle up on my sholders behind my ears, and she loved to bite my fingers, expecting milk or something to that nature. So now it was sunday, that same week, when my aunt invited the family to lunch and then to go to her house for a swim. I, not thinking of any thing but my self, left the cat at home on the couch with my older brother Dustin. While swimming at the pool i got a call on my cell phone, not expecting it to be my brother with the news he had for me. I grabbed the phone and the first thing that came from his mouth was to sit down and breath. The shocking news of my cat being crushed to death by one of my step-fathers DOGS, brought me to tears. I went home later that night to bury my cat, unfortunetly enough my cuson had to come home with me also because i was watching him for the week. All he wanted to do was to look at the dead body of my cat. What at freak! I mean come on, who wants to see a dead cat in a shoe box?
Now, in between the hole "cat episode" i had to deal with my brother (Dustin, now 20 yrs old) and his girl friend braking up and then getting back to gether only for more problems to come out! I kept telling them that i didnt want to be put in between them and there relationship. But i always ended up being the Dr. Phil of the Family. Some how I am always the one everyone come to with there problems, and i hate it! So the day they broke up Lindzay (the girlfriend) wanted me to steal my brothers cell phone to see if he had some whores number in it, and i told her that if she wanted the phone she better get it her self! So aparently she did, and that was what ultimatly ended it right there; her not being able to trust him, going through his shit and to tell you the truth i thought that they spent way to much time to gether in the first place, every minute of every day of every month, for the short two months that they were to gether, now thats too much time together, hell my parents dont even spend that much time together and they've been married for TEN YEARS this Dec. So the relationship was over, but only for two days! What happen was Dustin got too drunk and called her and then she asked for me! aint that some shit! call your X-girlfriend and she asks to speak to me! well she was pleading with me to make it to were she would agree to come over on sunday so that they can work things out. and yea i do love my brother and i hate to see him beg, so i did it any way, after it took me every ounce of power i had not to give in to him it did any way. So she came over on sunday, they got back to gether and he went and told her that i told him that she wanted me to take his phone and check the numbers in it for some whores number. Now i've got Lindzay, AGAIN, hounding me for informatio about why i told him that... All i said to her is that i thought that there weren't going to get back together and i thought that he should know before any thing else went further. so she pissed off at me now and she had the nerve to tell me that she was pissed off. so you know what i did? I went and go my brother and her together and told them straight up that "I am not there personal counsiler and i am not going to do this any more or i will end the relationship for good!". Now how about them apples....
So yea i am having a drama filled month and i will be sure to write again some thing very soon.... I have that feeling i'm gonna need too!!!!
I guess it all started when my mother told me that i am going to be getting a new kitten on Wednesday the first. I wasnt to excited about having another pet in my life! See the thing about that is, when i was younger i was given a puppy, a small Wire Hair Terrior, who wasnt supposed to get but calf high to me. After a few months Sissy (the puppy) grew as tall as my thighs. Now seeing how we already had to pit bulls in the house i was weerery about leaving Sissy alone with them at the house. And so it happend any way. I had to go out to the store for food with my parents. On our arrival home the neighbor came over in what i thought to be a HELLO then a GOODBYE. But come to find out that he was mowing the side of the yard that we share (after my step-father asked him not to because of he dogs not liking him or the lawn mower) the female pit bull my step-father has, killed my dog because she was in the way of getting at the lawn mower, through the fence! I truely didnt thing that i would be capable of giving my heart to another animal again for a long time. Obivously i didnt wait long enough. When i got this kitten i didnt get my hopes up, and i didnt start to give her all of my love at first. The first night she slept in my bed with me, I couldnt help but fall completely and helplessly in love with the cat (i know it sounds weird, but a love for an animal is sometimes better then loving a human). So we named her Gabby, i dont know why, but she seemed to like it! She loved to cuddle up on my sholders behind my ears, and she loved to bite my fingers, expecting milk or something to that nature. So now it was sunday, that same week, when my aunt invited the family to lunch and then to go to her house for a swim. I, not thinking of any thing but my self, left the cat at home on the couch with my older brother Dustin. While swimming at the pool i got a call on my cell phone, not expecting it to be my brother with the news he had for me. I grabbed the phone and the first thing that came from his mouth was to sit down and breath. The shocking news of my cat being crushed to death by one of my step-fathers DOGS, brought me to tears. I went home later that night to bury my cat, unfortunetly enough my cuson had to come home with me also because i was watching him for the week. All he wanted to do was to look at the dead body of my cat. What at freak! I mean come on, who wants to see a dead cat in a shoe box?
Now, in between the hole "cat episode" i had to deal with my brother (Dustin, now 20 yrs old) and his girl friend braking up and then getting back to gether only for more problems to come out! I kept telling them that i didnt want to be put in between them and there relationship. But i always ended up being the Dr. Phil of the Family. Some how I am always the one everyone come to with there problems, and i hate it! So the day they broke up Lindzay (the girlfriend) wanted me to steal my brothers cell phone to see if he had some whores number in it, and i told her that if she wanted the phone she better get it her self! So aparently she did, and that was what ultimatly ended it right there; her not being able to trust him, going through his shit and to tell you the truth i thought that they spent way to much time to gether in the first place, every minute of every day of every month, for the short two months that they were to gether, now thats too much time together, hell my parents dont even spend that much time together and they've been married for TEN YEARS this Dec. So the relationship was over, but only for two days! What happen was Dustin got too drunk and called her and then she asked for me! aint that some shit! call your X-girlfriend and she asks to speak to me! well she was pleading with me to make it to were she would agree to come over on sunday so that they can work things out. and yea i do love my brother and i hate to see him beg, so i did it any way, after it took me every ounce of power i had not to give in to him it did any way. So she came over on sunday, they got back to gether and he went and told her that i told him that she wanted me to take his phone and check the numbers in it for some whores number. Now i've got Lindzay, AGAIN, hounding me for informatio about why i told him that... All i said to her is that i thought that there weren't going to get back together and i thought that he should know before any thing else went further. so she pissed off at me now and she had the nerve to tell me that she was pissed off. so you know what i did? I went and go my brother and her together and told them straight up that "I am not there personal counsiler and i am not going to do this any more or i will end the relationship for good!". Now how about them apples....
So yea i am having a drama filled month and i will be sure to write again some thing very soon.... I have that feeling i'm gonna need too!!!!