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[nevaehrose]

Some things should just be left unsaid.,.,.when they do not concern yourself. Don't devulge anouthers information without their permition.,.,.even if you might think its for the others own good.,.,.would you like it done for you? Possibly as a sign of carring and indearment.,.,.but what if you haven't thought this process through.,.,.what if you

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[spacepppete]

decide to tone down some of my "zen',,,,
like picture that tell a 1000 stories,,,,to me a word can be too many things,,,,
got slammmed by one person,,,who complained,,,,
"what are saying",,,,,"dont know what you mean ",,,
blah blah,,,,,,
I am a lousy writer,,,,,,,
a lousy,,,uneducated fool,,,,,,
o well,,,,,,,,
I should delete everything i wrote,,,,,,,
hope alls well,,,,

[nevaehrose]

what are you talking about? a lousy writter? a lousy.,.,. un educated fool? pete? no I'm sorry but they are wrong. people do misinterprit yes. but you pete are mis interpreting (sp) your own self. you are very knowledgable and very well educated..,.,.maybe not by college and what not but by the same books they teach from and by more hearts than they will ever come by. a beautiful writer who touches hearts not many can do that. i say what I think and not what I don't you know that.

if they don't know what you mean explaine.

[spacepppete]

thank you,,,,kind "space girl priscilla",,,,,,
be "feeling" so very self conscious lately,,,,,,very "rejected",,,,,,,,,,,,,I need to observe these states of being more carefully,,,,,
I would rather not "share" any negatives or misery with anyone,,,,,,
so sorry,,,,,,,,,apologetic ?,,,real ?,,,cant tell some differances at time,,,,,,just a passing "phase",,,,,,
peace to you my special friend

[spacepppete]

O,,,since some"thing" inside may feel some pain,,"a death",,,overwhelmed,,,etc,,,,
some "feeding" of self to others really is not a true fair share,,,,,,,
any quest for comforting,,,,,,from others,,,,,,
even so "hidden",,,,which I do tolerate well.,,,seemingly,,,,,,,,,from others myself,,,,,,
as I at times do not mind being a "door mat" myself for others due to my "passion" fro ignorance,,,,,
I wish not walking on others

[spacepppete]

and of course,,,,,there sometimes may be a patience for the "internal fanatic ",,,,that is so frantic,,,,for a peace,,,,that "feels" so fleeting,,,,
an illusion,,,,,,,observable,,,,,,,depending ?,,,,,
too many as they speak for themselfs cannot understand other "selfs",,,,,,,image,,,,imagine the self of you,,,at its worst,,,,and then some,,,,then relate to "your" relatives,,,,other people,,,similarities,,at times,,,,,,in sync ?,,,,,one may think,,,,,not all the same,,,,

[spacepppete]

health,,,of mind,,,body,,soul,,,,,,
and those who wish for cures,,,,,,
imposing self may be deemed meaningless,,,,as a caring soul seeks to shoulder the burdens of others,,,,carry some cross,,,,,,,why ?,,,,,,
a "feel" for need that is a "language" at times unsharable,,,,yet the good soul insists,,,,,and judges themselfs not a good soul,,,,,,"a peice of shit",,,,,compassionate to others,,labeled peices of shit,,,,,,rest and restoration ?

[spacepppete]

the "better way ",,,,,,defined so generalized,,,,,,
displays to those "still" patient for their "cure" that seems to "never" come,,,,,
and those who falleth through the cracks of life,,,,,
who shall love "thee" too ?,,,,,,,
some quest for caring can indeed be so dangerous,,,,,,,not wise,,,,,,,and the people of differing kinds and kindness ?,,,,,,,will they save ?,,,,legends that die,,,,,reborn ?,,,and if the question loves ?,,,,exceptions cured ?

[spacepppete]

O,,,,,a prayer for you,,,,,,,and I shall re -remember some courtesy but not promised actively,,,,,,
Lauras father,,,,,,,others close to you,,,,etc,,,,a discipline shared for my friend who cares,,,,,,,
and be cool with caring,,,,,,,,,,some "baggage" can become unbearable at times,,,,,,,some "fake" prayers can heal as good if not better than the most crying passsionate ones,,,,,,,,,,,,save yourself some grace,,,,,,

[spacepppete]

what happens to me,,,when i really like someone,,,,I want to carry there pains,,,,,
fight for them,,,,,,,love them ,,,,,and when I think,,,"feel",,,,,life is so unfair for my friend,,,,,
I will "empath" for them,,,,,,,,,and this at times is weakness on my part,,,,a form of "selfishness" claimed selfless,,,,,,especially when one is hardened by mistakes of self gone "past",,,risen to haunt again,,,,,,,,some "monopoly of spirit self,,,illogical,,,,,in need of soul democracy,,,,

[spacepppete]

others may have a better cure,,,,,,,,
and kind people can indeed "enjoy their own conclusions,,cures,,,company,,etc " too much,,,,,,
ideally a "pow wow" amongst the caring,,,,,,,
so soul democracy can flourish,,flower,,,,,
"we are all more important than each other ",,,can be most beautifull on "paper",,,
to live it,,,be it,,,,,nuture love for each other,,,,,,
can be like a "tower of babel",,,,,,too many cooks spoil the "food"

[spacepppete]

others may have a better cure,,,,,,,,and I shall be most determined to be fair to others ?,,,,,some inclinations,,,,for a "wanting",,,some need,,,,,
could and "should" be ideally democratic ,,,,
yet some gatherings of caring ,,,,,,,,,,our infitrated not only by each and everyones personal "sin",,,,,but by a "collective" nature of mystery,,,,,,,,,"we all may think we know",,,,,,
surprise,,,,,,,,

[spacepppete]

there once was a "break" in the infighting amongst druids,,,,,,camps split,,,,,,,
a few observed the "allthing" gathering of invading Vikings,,,,,,,,
evil working together,,,,,,,,
the good mystics [they thought they were good ]
tried to gather together their druid brothers and sisters divided by "ritual" and power games,,,,,,
a democracy was in need of a blessing,,,,,,
they could not,,,,,,"evolution of soul"

[spacepppete]

the morals of all these letters ,,,
seems "incomplete",,,
but laced with sincere thank yous,,,,,,,
and please be carefull yourself my caring friend,,,,
I do worry,,,
and i apologize,,,,,,,,,for worry,,,,,
"worry",,,,observe how I "channel" a worry,,,,,into a" worry",,,,,,,,,seeking to cancel any possible bad cause and effect,,,,,,,why ?,,,,
for you,,,anybody,,,,,,peace