Apr 19, 2004 18:13
people are so fickle don't you think. always changing. changine their minds.,.,.their motives and the way they tell their story. always growing. you never know what kind of butterfly they will morph into and it will happen when you least expect it in every relationship you indulge in with a person.,.,.or so I have come to experience in my life. Maybe I'm growing and they aren't growing with me.,.,.they aren't ready for it yet and can't except it.,.,.or maybe its the other way around. Maybe we are both growing but in totally different direction and she will inhabit some distant land meant for her and I one meant for me. In time we all figure our priorities and break hearts in the process.,.,.i'm sure this is not intentionall.,.,.thats just cruel. but hey the worlds cruel isn't it? isn't that how it goes? "lifes a bitch" right?
well my tears are spent. and I'm done. Because I know now. We all grow. and you have just grown from me. thats all. and I have to respect that and let you fly with what ever notions that inhibit your head.,.,.because my minds content. I know the three stories. I'm done now. apparently I've done nothing for you. never cared. never said no. never said stop. never said get help. never said take a look love. never said take anouther path. but like I said there are three stories and I know them now. and I am content. and I am ok. and we all grow because we are fickle. the only thing predictable about us people are that we are unpredictable. Don't let me hold you back love.,.,.I have my own path to fly.
blessed be.
peace out