no more cameoflauge
I have no idea how long it's been since my last real update - months at least. The only reason why I'm updating now is that I need a break from working on my paper. I think that may be the number one reason why anyone updates their journal, procrastination.
I don't really know what to update about. Day to day nothing seems different and then one day you realized that everything has changed. It's like I know there's stuff to write about here - things that have changed, things that are currently going on or about to begin, but I just can't think of them.
Grad school is bad for your health. If any of you out there are thinking about it, don't make the decision lightly. I don't regret mine... more than once a day. Well, not really regret, question is a better word. At least once a day I wish I just had a job and a set schedule. I seriously think that I've skipped more class this semester than I ever have before - and it's not because I hate going to my classes (somedays I do, but only one of them) it's because if I don't get the reading done it's completely useless for me to go. It's not like in undergrad where you can skate by until the exam and then half-cram the reading in the night before. Absolutely not. Anyway, if I survive the next 2 weeks (when, I mean, OBVIOUSLY I'll survive them, but I mean successfully) I'll be happier than ever - I'm ready for the summer to start. I'm not taking any classes. Just working and I plan on doing it a lot. There won't be much else to do. Molly won't be living at the apartment so it'll be lonely to be there so I'll have to come up with a hobby a.k.a. working out - I plan on doing that a lot as well.
The only other thing I can think of to write about is Jesse. I haven't seen him since we got back from Spring Break and I went to a party at Paul's and he was there. Somewhat awkward, but he didn't think so so I suppose as long as one of us thought it was fine then it'ss okay. Basically all I can say is that I'm really happy I ended things when I did (I won't even get into how since that was a mess) if I was dealing with that now when I have SO much other stuff to do, well, I definitely would be suicidal (that's not something to joke about, I apologize, because I AM joking).
Alright, I think that's enough for now, I should be back to my paper.
I don't really know what to update about. Day to day nothing seems different and then one day you realized that everything has changed. It's like I know there's stuff to write about here - things that have changed, things that are currently going on or about to begin, but I just can't think of them.
Grad school is bad for your health. If any of you out there are thinking about it, don't make the decision lightly. I don't regret mine... more than once a day. Well, not really regret, question is a better word. At least once a day I wish I just had a job and a set schedule. I seriously think that I've skipped more class this semester than I ever have before - and it's not because I hate going to my classes (somedays I do, but only one of them) it's because if I don't get the reading done it's completely useless for me to go. It's not like in undergrad where you can skate by until the exam and then half-cram the reading in the night before. Absolutely not. Anyway, if I survive the next 2 weeks (when, I mean, OBVIOUSLY I'll survive them, but I mean successfully) I'll be happier than ever - I'm ready for the summer to start. I'm not taking any classes. Just working and I plan on doing it a lot. There won't be much else to do. Molly won't be living at the apartment so it'll be lonely to be there so I'll have to come up with a hobby a.k.a. working out - I plan on doing that a lot as well.
The only other thing I can think of to write about is Jesse. I haven't seen him since we got back from Spring Break and I went to a party at Paul's and he was there. Somewhat awkward, but he didn't think so so I suppose as long as one of us thought it was fine then it'ss okay. Basically all I can say is that I'm really happy I ended things when I did (I won't even get into how since that was a mess) if I was dealing with that now when I have SO much other stuff to do, well, I definitely would be suicidal (that's not something to joke about, I apologize, because I AM joking).
Alright, I think that's enough for now, I should be back to my paper.