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im not tired but i have to go upstairs to make it look like ive been sleep and not up on the internet cause my mum's gonna be up in 1:30 hours and she'll be mad.
you should see the shadows under my eyes theres fucking massive AND i have to go to the dentist tomorrow to get my braces off which means Dr Paul's gonna have her face right next to mine and shes gonna be like ''you dont sleep much do you?'' and she'll probably tell my mum to make sure i go to sleep at night and not go on the internet or lie there thinking. i ahvent slept for....i think almost 2 days i donno.
why sleep? you can do that when you die.
www.ukangel.co.uk/ self%20harm.htm
thats the weirdest site ive been on this morning.
and heres the song ive been going on and on and on and on about ; close yet far by CKY
who said that I wasn't right?
I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
don't take me under your wing
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I've got a roof over my head
as if I'd rather be alone with me instead
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
and I never never never ever wanted this to be
I can hear the sounds of the city
sunrise and set are the same to me
a hesitating pulse is good company
and my reflection offers no apology
but who said that I wasn't right?
and I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
and I never never never ever wanted this to be
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll think of the days when there was something to believe
and I never never never ever wanted this to be
makes me cry.