Subj. 0001/Case Analysis Day 1
Start of a new year. for me thats a big
deal because i am very sentimental and
nostalgic and all that busy. Turns
out i had a wonderful time last night
despite the unfortunate turn of events
(couldnt go with star last night, so
that was weird) However, even
though i missed her and the gang
terribly, from the info i was getting
today i had a much better time
than them :)
Met up with Kate out in Denham at
Amanda's house, and chilled out there.
drank way too much champagne, ended up
cooking chicken wings for everyone
around 1 am, chatted out at a fire
and crashed hard rather early in the night.
but i had fun. trying to get through
these next few days until things settle
down on the home front, ya know? Not
being able to spend time, or even really
talk about all the stuff im up to, excited
about, or curious about because its
a rough time is making it even worse.
However, the send-off last night was nice,
and chatting for a few this morning
bode well for this new year, provided we can
make it four more days :)
im more than confident we will without
any more terrible mutual going-craziness
provided i manage to remember the things
i ALWAYS forget.
Funny thing - before i took a nap when i
got home this morning, i took three advil.
i woke up in like two hours, and i felt
SERIOUSLY drugged. me, with my high tolerance,
felt DOPED up on advil. it was very
weird. at Mrs. Lynnes house (my moms best friend)
getting some food. its funny because
i dont want to drink today after so much last night,
but she has a counter full of very nice wine and
liquor, grey goose, crown, sapphire, every little
boy's dream...well, boys like me, that is...
how unfortunate.
With this new year i feel like im going to be
overloaded already, with classes, and independant
study, a correspondance course, a steady job,
teaching classes at BRLT on saturdays,
the time ive GOT to spend with myself to
get everything where it needs to be, and the time
with my friends that is the most important.
obviously, im not one to let life interfere with
that last one, so i guess ill have to deal.
ive been sleeping way too much anyway.
ive been told my posts are too long. :)
love you, darlin'
but its become addictive..... and it helps.
love you all....
happy new year!!!
-moijr
deal because i am very sentimental and
nostalgic and all that busy. Turns
out i had a wonderful time last night
despite the unfortunate turn of events
(couldnt go with star last night, so
that was weird) However, even
though i missed her and the gang
terribly, from the info i was getting
today i had a much better time
than them :)
Met up with Kate out in Denham at
Amanda's house, and chilled out there.
drank way too much champagne, ended up
cooking chicken wings for everyone
around 1 am, chatted out at a fire
and crashed hard rather early in the night.
but i had fun. trying to get through
these next few days until things settle
down on the home front, ya know? Not
being able to spend time, or even really
talk about all the stuff im up to, excited
about, or curious about because its
a rough time is making it even worse.
However, the send-off last night was nice,
and chatting for a few this morning
bode well for this new year, provided we can
make it four more days :)
im more than confident we will without
any more terrible mutual going-craziness
provided i manage to remember the things
i ALWAYS forget.
Funny thing - before i took a nap when i
got home this morning, i took three advil.
i woke up in like two hours, and i felt
SERIOUSLY drugged. me, with my high tolerance,
felt DOPED up on advil. it was very
weird. at Mrs. Lynnes house (my moms best friend)
getting some food. its funny because
i dont want to drink today after so much last night,
but she has a counter full of very nice wine and
liquor, grey goose, crown, sapphire, every little
boy's dream...well, boys like me, that is...
how unfortunate.
With this new year i feel like im going to be
overloaded already, with classes, and independant
study, a correspondance course, a steady job,
teaching classes at BRLT on saturdays,
the time ive GOT to spend with myself to
get everything where it needs to be, and the time
with my friends that is the most important.
obviously, im not one to let life interfere with
that last one, so i guess ill have to deal.
ive been sleeping way too much anyway.
ive been told my posts are too long. :)
love you, darlin'
but its become addictive..... and it helps.
love you all....
happy new year!!!
-moijr