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Feb 25, 2007 13:39

Date: February 1st, 2001, evening
Setting: Tadfield Manor, hospital wing
Status: Private - Crowley and Gabriel (Complete)
Summary: Crowley admits defeat.

Catching up on paperwork... )

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dontcallmegabby February 27 2007, 07:26:09 UTC
Crowley's abruptness brought Gabriel back to their situation: angel and demon, despite Crowley's tattered wings, despite living together under cover of the Antichrist's rules. He would still help Crowley to the best of his abilities, but he wasn't going to expend any energy on sympathy when Crowley set such a precedent; he and the demon were not on the best of terms even when Crowley's manner wasn't sharpened by pain. He turned his attention to the crooked right wing.

As he traced the paths of the delicate bones in his mind, he found fractures in several places, some so concentrated it looked as though they'd crushed his wings... but he didn't need the details, he thought firmly, just needed to know how to fit the pieces back together.

Wordlessly, Gabriel reached out his hands to cautiously support the broken wing, starting his work quickly before Crowley could protest. He began at the base, radiating outward; working as quickly as he could to reduce the pain without missing anything. He could not restore the strength - nor even, he was afraid, the feathers - but he sealed together bone and marrow until there was no sign left that the pieces had been cleft. By the time he'd finished, the right wing arched up in proper form, mirroring the left.

"All right?" Gabriel asked after the concentrated silence, looking over his work critically. His own joints felt stiff after the expenditure of energy. "Did I miss anything?"

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anthony_crowley February 27 2007, 23:51:37 UTC
He didn't want angelic sympathy. He wanted to rage and scream and set things on fire. But what did it matter that he lost the job he loved to take on a task he loathed? What did it matter that his ex-lover had returned without gaining an ounce of understanding in the intervening time? What did it matter that he was Hell's punching bag? In the larger view, absolutely nothing. In the personal view, everything.

What Crowley wanted, more than anything else at the moment, was to have some kind of resolution. To have one problem solved no matter how small. To feel like he had any control over his own life. He focused on his wings. If he could tolerate this, keep his mouth shut long enough to not alienate Gabriel entirely, he could have that. So the demon sat stoically, trying not to grimace as he felt the bones beneath his skin draw together and knit, trying to ignore the feel of the angel's hands on a very sensitive area.

When Gabriel finished, Crowley came out of his self-induced daze and flexed his wings slowly once or twice. They'd be stiff and achingly sore for a few days as the bruising healed, but they were gloriously free of the sharp, stabbing pains he'd been fighting all week, having only managed to mend one or two of the multiple fractures himself.

"No. That's... I think you got it."

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dontcallmegabby February 28 2007, 08:11:52 UTC
Gabriel nodded, making no comment. Crowley seemed no less tense after the healing, though perhaps that was in part because, despite his efforts, the demon's wings had not been completely restored.

"I'm not sure about the feathers," he admitted after a moment; and indeed, while he had seen angels lose patches of feathers in fights and other such circumstances, he had never been witness to such extensive damage. There were very few of the sleek black feathers left, and most of Crowley's wings were covered in nothing more than wan skin, so thin in places that one could see every detail of the maze of capillaries beneath. "I don't think either of us could replace all of them. Not in one sitting, anyway."

It was a delicate issue, and he waited for Crowley's input on how to continue - no matter how insulting the delivery might prove to.

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anthony_crowley March 1 2007, 00:32:46 UTC
Crowley's tenseness had little to do with Gabriel other than him being a reminder of his species. The demon was, in fact, quite grateful for the Messenger's assistance, though he wasn't sure how he'd manage to say so. He was mostly furious at Aziraphale. And for the loss of his beautifully kept feathers.

"Don't waste your energy. They don't grow in properly if they're forced," he grumbled. "I'll just have to wait." With a mournful look at the bedraggled things, Crowley prepared to put them away, ignoring the faint stabs of broken quills into his exposed skin.

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dontcallmegabby March 2 2007, 23:30:31 UTC
"I'll still fix the scratches, unless you object," the angel said. Head bowed slightly, Gabriel glanced critically up at the few clumps of straggling black feathers. "And I could at least take out the rest," he suggested carefully, "so that they won't be in the way, and your feathers can grow in evenly."

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anthony_crowley March 3 2007, 00:16:48 UTC
Torn between not wanting to be touched or even in the angel's presence and getting his wings entirely healed with no effort on his own part - or as much as they could be - Crowley hesitated a moment.

"Why would you do that?" he finally asked. It wasn't a no.

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dontcallmegabby March 3 2007, 23:13:19 UTC
Gabriel's expression did not change, which was perhaps more of a betrayal than he realized; for anger, annoyance he would not have hidden from the demon, but such uncertainty as this situation held he dared not show.

For in the logic he had always known, he had no real reason to help Crowley - no reason, in fact, to care what became of the demon. There was a vague promise, made to the Antichrist, to help when he was needed. But his duties in the manor were not as binding as those which he had been created to fulfill, and Gabriel had to consider more carefully anymore where his line was drawn: The politics of Hell were not meant to be his concern, after all, nor was their malfeasance of their agents. But Belial had made them his concern, hadn't he? And already Gabriel knew his concept of Enemy and Friend were much more plastic than they once had been.

Perhaps it was because he had already seen fit to help Michael, who had shifted so abruptly from one category to another. Or perhaps it was the concern Crowley had shown for Aziraphale over time, whether or not their relationship could be considered a romantic one.

Or maybe it was nothing more complicated than the fact that Gabriel yet recognized the face he now beheld, carefully obscured by dark glasses, from some other place - from a very different time - where he had once known it by a name he still remembered, even if Crowley did not.

The angel was not ready to admit to any one of these reasons, though likely each held its sway. Instead, though, he settled on one which he suspected that they both understood more readily than they would perhaps admit. He tilted his head, glancing almost curiously at Crowley, and answered simply, "Because you helped Belial escape."

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anthony_crowley March 5 2007, 08:23:38 UTC
Not being at the top of his game at the time, Gabriel's expression, or lack thereof, passed Crowley by, not leading to any great revelations about the angel's moods or motivations. On this occasion, he took the Messenger's word at face-value. He'd helped Belial, so Belial's grateful lover would like to help him. A stupid notion, and classically 'angelic', but it made enough sense for the demon not to suspect anything further. Actually, he began considering how to manipulate that impulse to force people to help him by helping their friends. Anything to avoid thinking of how he'd helped Belial in the first place. He knew, probably better than the angel what it truly meant.

"All right," he muttered, not meeting Gabriel's eyes. "But make it fast."

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dontcallmegabby March 7 2007, 08:28:56 UTC
Gabriel nodded, though he had no intention of rushing as he continued.

He worked by clumps of feathers in order to strike some balance between overwhelming the demon with angelic influence and wasting his efforts tackling one feather at a time. In his awareness, he followed the shaft of each feather to where their quills were buried in the flesh, gently severing each connection until there was nothing left holding the misshapen feathers in place. As they fell in a fluttering cascade, each feather was dissolved deliberately into nothing, so that when Gabriel was finished, there was no sign of even a single black feather left in the room.

Then it took only a moment to deal with the small scratches from broken quills. Even the loss of what few feathers had been left seemed strange; Gabriel had seen demons who chose bat-like wings deliberately, but had never seen wings plucked bare to achieve the look. Seeking not to stress Crowley further, he kept his expression neutral, despite what pang of sympathy he experienced, and looked them over only as long as it took to discern that he had healed all the cuts and scratches he could see.

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anthony_crowley March 9 2007, 19:09:56 UTC
Surprised at Gabriel's thoughtfulness in evaporating the remains of his broken plumage, Crowley curled one bald wing to look balefully at it. They'll grow back, he told himself. It'll take a year or so and itch like hell, but they will grow back the same as before. I'll be able to fly again someday...

Catching sight of the archangel's carefully blank expression, the demon snarled and snapped his wings back in more forcefully than was probably advisable. He didn't know what thoughts Gabriel was hiding from him but he was certain he wouldn't like them. Crowley rotated his right shoulder a couple of times, feeling that everything was correct and stood.

"Gabriel..." he began stiffly, without any idea of what to say next. Demons don't say thank you.

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dontcallmegabby March 11 2007, 20:45:03 UTC
"You should rest a while," Gabriel said, in lieu of waiting for Crowley to continue; he didn't need gratitude, and the demon didn't seem ready to express it. "It'll have been wearing, the pain, even if it hadn't been healed by other powers."

Again, he expected no agreement, nor even a response. But there was only one subject he wished to discuss with Crowley, and it seemed unfair somehow to bring up Belial while the Serpent still suffered for his sake. So he filled that void with words that he doubted Crowley would appreciate, but hoped the demon would attend to nonetheless.

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anthony_crowley March 12 2007, 18:56:56 UTC
Crowley nodded. He fully intended to sleep for a few days with the dual purpose of healing and avoiding Aziraphale.

Sliding up his sunglasses and expending a little effort to ensure that his shirt and jacket were presentable, the demon walked past Gabriel to pause in the open doorway. There might be one way to thank the angel...

Not looking back, he spoke flatly. "He was in Wales yesterday. Near the ocean." And without another word, Crowley was gone.

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dontcallmegabby March 13 2007, 07:49:44 UTC
Gabriel didn't turn when Crowley spoke, nor did he try to respond; any words caught in his throat and died away uselessly. It was more thanks than he had expected from Crowley, and while he was grateful that the demon could see fit to share with him such information, the blunt statement caught him, harsh and cold in his chest.

For a being of such infinite perceptions as an angel, Wales suddenly seemed unspeakably bleak and far away.

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