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[neuslang]

wet sand
drippinf past
cant stand
the wight im under
half alive
before my eyes

i take it all
i take it all
i take it all
i take it all

id give it all
to take it back
disgusted with my past
half frozen half alive
past shifts before your lies

sacred moments made public
for all to see
its no longer your memory

i once had an answer to your prayers
but everything ends up empty

trips we took
written down in books
cant live a future without a past

ive been here before

and as i walk down the crowded streets of sanity
its all up to me
i have to save the human race
from the truth we've given up
we've given up
we've given up

trust me
ive seen it all
from the crowded streets
to me
alone
again
from the tips of the ends of my split ends

once and twice and three times only
i give into this life so lonely
you smile in my face
and i know its lies

you take a picture on my wall
you condescending piece of shit

ive had
enough
ive had
enough
i can t live
i cant
i cant live
wanna be back to
the beginnning
where have we gone
nack to the beginning
getting lost
in your LIES
smile i dont recognize
but you play it off so well

wanna take your head into my hands and tell you all the ways that i can
disspaintoing nothings that tell you that youre not
dont mean a somethning if the chances are all shot

and i would give up everything to be just where you are
dissapoitngint moments to dictate your true worth
giving into giving up
you cant try when theres no chance
i could but i cant

fleeting moments that perpetuate my life
and create me into a person i never would've sought