Reality.....

Aug 19, 2010 05:24

I'm so happy for you that you were able to get that job...
Now at least you don't have to be so sad or worry so much.
Thanks for coming out the other day,,,
If only that moment would continue forever...
If only the reality isn't that you are still with him..
If only i met you much sooner hah...
My friend tell me to give up...
Funny... I've been trying to tell myself that ever since
Why does it comes back whenever we meet again..
I tell myself that nothing is ever going to happen between us..
You are probably content with everything in your life now..
There is no space for me...
So I will try very hard to not think of you from now on...
Recently I try to keep myself busy every moment of the day..
To not give the mind even a second to think of you...
I will try hard to not look at my phone so often...
When I'm around other people, I will try really hard to laugh and smile...
Try hard to not think of you...
But everywhere around here brings back memories of you..
Maybe using my thankfulness of having to meet you, I can bravely forget you
I hope he can make you happy...
Make you smile, laugh, and joke....
And I will try very hard... to leave you alone...
To not think of you...
To live my life as if we never met...
And one day when we meet again somewhere in this small earth...
We will pass by each other without even noticing...
I will try hard not to be sad, so that I does not burden you..
I will try hard to live my life as normal as I can
I will try hard to move on...
I will try hard... to forget you...
In the end I wanted to thank you for everything..
In the end I wished I can say a "goodbye"
In the end I wished we could hang out for one last time..
But...
In the end...  will just quietly leave your life...
Even if everything in me don't want to give up..
Maybe it is best not only for me.,, but for you
The pain will slowly disappear over time right?

Don't stress too much anymore okay?
Be more confident in yourself...
You are smart, don't give up..
Be more patience with life...
Be happy.. smile more... laugh more..
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