the strangest thing
i had a really amazing friday night. it was seriously the best friday i've had in a very long, long time. i spent the night hanging out with two of the most wonderful people i have in my life. despite how angry the husbandguything makes me, it was all reaffirmed to me why i've been with him this long through the shittiest times ever and the best times ever. he's 100% absurd and dorky. he's fucking perfect. he makes me laugh so much that i couldn't imagine that not being in my life. then i have this adopted little brother. it's like we grew up together and we're on the same tangent all the time. he's funny and loyal. he's the most clumsy, asshole that i know. he's best friends with my husbandguything and nothing is ever awkward. for me, they complete a circle. i don't have to hide anything about me and it doesn't matter what i say, they'll either laugh at me or with me. just spending time doing what we do every summer, just getting away for a while, it's just easy.
nothing in my life is ever very easy, but friday night, it was easy. no pressure, no reminders, no phones ringing, no thought of babysitting violent men, no worry about how to get home, not a single thing that required responsibility. just lots of beers and a lot of laughing and followed by more laughing. as it was pointed out to me, without fail, everytime we go away for a day or two i always get the weird guy talking to me on the way to the gross out house. apparently that's the best ever, for everyone but me. just because they pee on everything whenever they want, but nope not me. i get the yuck and that's about the only thing that sucked on friday.
nothing in my life is ever very easy, but friday night, it was easy. no pressure, no reminders, no phones ringing, no thought of babysitting violent men, no worry about how to get home, not a single thing that required responsibility. just lots of beers and a lot of laughing and followed by more laughing. as it was pointed out to me, without fail, everytime we go away for a day or two i always get the weird guy talking to me on the way to the gross out house. apparently that's the best ever, for everyone but me. just because they pee on everything whenever they want, but nope not me. i get the yuck and that's about the only thing that sucked on friday.