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[neuroticism]

i'm facing a really huge moral dilemma within myself.  the kind that will either change my life forever or it'll keep it the same.  i'm driving myself insane trying to figure out what i should do.  why does every decision have to be so difficult?  can't the answer just be clear so i know what to do?  this is eating me up inside.  a part of me thinks that i should just ignore the feelings in my head and the other part of me thinks that i shouldn't.
fuck am i ever confused.