Tears streaming down my face...
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
I truly don't believe I have ever felt lower in my entire life. I know I don't get to write much in here because I usually spend most of my time on LJ reading and responding to other people's journals, but typically I am not a sad person. Right now, I can't even swallow down the sobs. It's the strangest thing. I can't remember crying like this, even when my papaw died. I hope when it's over, the tears and the crap that is in my life that is making me feel so sad, I will be able to look back at it and go....yeah, check it out...I made it. Yay me. For now, I am drowning and there is no one to grab my hand.
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
I truly don't believe I have ever felt lower in my entire life. I know I don't get to write much in here because I usually spend most of my time on LJ reading and responding to other people's journals, but typically I am not a sad person. Right now, I can't even swallow down the sobs. It's the strangest thing. I can't remember crying like this, even when my papaw died. I hope when it's over, the tears and the crap that is in my life that is making me feel so sad, I will be able to look back at it and go....yeah, check it out...I made it. Yay me. For now, I am drowning and there is no one to grab my hand.