Mar 18, 2009 10:26
Last Friday I had a job interview in Arkansas. Arkansas. I really don't see myself living there.
But it's a really good deal - a decent salary and if I stay there long enough they'd pay off all my student loans. How long is long enough? Five years. Could I really do five years in Arkansas?
The good: Salary and school loans.
The bad: Arkansas.
The good: Free supervision toward licensure.
The bad: It's CBT-oriented supervision. I want psychodynamic.
The good: It's 45 minutes from Memphis. I could get good supervision there.
The bad: It's in the middle of nowhere.
The good: Cost of living would be cheap. I could save some money.
The bad: I could save money because there's no real shopping there.
The good: I could have a tight group of friends.
The bad: Everyone would know my business. Everyone in town. How much of a possibility would I have of meeting someone? I mean, really.
The good: Therapy job. Very clinical.
The bad: Loneliness.
WHAT TO DO? I feel like Other Brother, not able to make a decision to save my life.
Then again, I did live through Utah. Twice. I can do anything, right? Right?
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