Unforgotten Love
No matter what, I know he's beautiful.
No one else knows it, not even him.
He hasn't fully achieved his beauty yet.
This beauty doesn't show, it can't be seen.
This beauty lies within his soul, but it needs to be freed.
At the moment it's trapped.
Trapped inside that body, under all the lies.
Once he really finds love, his soul will be set free.
Only then, once his soul is free, will his true beauty come out.
I want so bad to be in a romantic relationship again, but to try it would be unfair. There is no way that after loving someone so fully, the way I loved him, that I would ever be able to put my whole heart into a relationship with someone else. THAT would be unfair to whoever I choose to try a relationship with. They could never totally have me. He stole a large part of my heart, and more, and there is no way for me to get it back. Is it worth a try? Can someone make me feel that way again? Can someone take all my pain away? Can I be happy again?
Can anyone help me with this?